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Relapsed after 37 days. Day 5 now.

Day 28 Yup, I'm feeling it now. It's getting harder to resist by the day. My mind really tryna rationalize this whole thing and get me back on the Hub. I'm trying my hardest to ignore it.

Day 24. Today was real hard. Couldn't stop thinking about P. Took a lot of strength to make it thru.

Dust yourself off, brother. Let's go again.

Day 11. I had sex yesterday and i was hard as a calculus exam to my surprise. I mean, i was fully erect for the duration of the entire thing. I couldn't believe it. Just four days before i was unable to get it up but yesterday it was all effortless. Instant erection as soon as i got on top of...

Day 10 today. Made out with a girl last night and surprisingly i got hard as a rock. I also woke up with a massive erection this morning. I don't know what any of this means.

Day 9. Let's see how it goes.

Day 6. Tried having sex today and it ended in humiliation. Not only couldn't i get it up, i a;so could not feel my dick at all. It was deep in a coma. I had this beautiful naked woman on the bed that wanted me to sex her but felt nothing. I was just numb. Yet another sexual disappointment. This...

Day 4 Feeling a strong urge to masturbate and watch P.

Day 2. Just woke up with a massive erection. It's morning where i am rn. Good sign. I've decided to look at this whole thing like working out. Every day not wanking is a mental exercise done to completion. Gotta develop a streak or something. Let's see how it goes.

Day 0. I intentionally got myself out of having sex with a girl last night because i believed i wasn't gonna be able to keep my erection if i put a condom on. And i didn't wanna go raw, especially because i was highly intoxicated. Long story short, i jerked off to P immediately when i got home...

Counting every hour as a win. I never thought of it like that. I don't know how my mind always keeps tricking me into giving in.

Im Truly inspired by your tenacity to keep going even after relapsing a couple of times and all. Every time i relapse i go on a binge. It's like I'm paying myself for all the time i spent not watching P. I don't know how to battle that.

Day 0.

I'm actually enduring the same thing. I want to start dating but I've been putting it off so i can fully heal from my PIED. The problem is that i keep relapsing. Perhaps if we start dating and let our partner know what we are going thru might help? Being that vulnerable is already gonna be a...

How's it going?

I'm drowning. Why is it so hard for me to drop this habit? Is there something so wrong with me that I'm unable to stop PMO when i know completely that it's destroying me?

Day 36 Had a few urges to look up P but was able to block them out. One thing that stood out about today is that i experienced brain fog as i was unable to concentrate when i stopped by the library to study. Felt like my mind was suffocating.

Just an update on how things are going, I'm on DAY 35 without PMO. I still have intense urges every now and then but i've been able to ignore them so far. I'll say that my boners have really improved during this period. At times i get so hard my dick throbs. I get random erections too and have...

Thank you. I've already started on some of this information and one video i watched was a real eye-opener. I was always too afraid to read up on anything cause i've been in denial for too long. I'll keep on.