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not anymore it aint. Fuck.

I'm 7 weeks and 2 days in though

No idea what [REDACTED] is but it can't be much worse than what I gradually devolved into watching, so no judgement here. Your views on women will gradually and naturally recover; a few months ago when I first realised I had a problem I couldn't even imagine finding a real woman attractive, but...

If you can make it a day, you can make it a week, if you can make it a week, you can make it a month, if you can make it a month, you can make it a year. Just keep pushing, it may take you a few relapses or it may take just these few words, but soon you'll realise the pain of the relapse, which...

Title, the cravings come back harder every time and while I've made it over two weeks further than ever before part of me still wants to give in, when will that part of me shut up for good? I don't have any of the positive changes described all over the place, but I certainly have all the...

I actually relapsed the very same day because I was on a very dangerous thought spiral and had a lot of temptations, to the point where I didn't try to stop myself; it was already over by the time I started thinking about it a second time unfortunately. Thankfully the relapse didn't hurt...

Today I found some sexually stimulating imagery. I knew what I was doing when I kept searching to find the source of said imagery, and actively went for it. This is a mistake, and something I hope not to repeat in the future, but I'm glad I have learned from it. I found one image (on my phone...

you're on the right track my friend, find people you can rely on to help you, don't try to make it through this on your own, if you're using willpower when you could've avoided the situation requiring willpower in the first place, you can still make improvements to your method

Abstaining is not recovering, if you're not making the conscious effort to keep yourself away from potential triggers (if you "need" something connected to porn for "something else" you're probably lying to yourself) you're just going to keep relapsing, feeling like shit and wondering why you're...

I want to die and be free of everything

lmao nvm boys make that 0 days without porn FUCK

An entire month, I wouldn't have believed myself if I came out of a portal and told past-me that I could go for a week without porn, and here we are. The cravings are lessening, and when they do happen they're much more manageable. So why is it that I feel so disgustingly bad, worse than I was...

I don't know man the stuff I looked at was objectively hot as fuck and I'm not going to lie to myself and pretend I didn't find it hot lmao

yeaaaah I know, I'm just in the part of withdrawals where my brain is trying to justify it as much as possible, every night when I dream I see myself watching porn and feeling disgusted, but I can't stop myself, and I still want to use it, this is rough

I know it's probably a common question, especially amongst people who are desperately trying to justify watching porn (me, I'm about 2 weeks deep on my third attempt and it's starting to hurt real bad), but I've still got to ask. I know porn is almost definitely ruining me, but there's a tiny...