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    1000 mile journeys begins with 1 step

    I’ve been binging hard for months now but I had sex about 3 days ago and for the first time couldn’t stay hard, so that was a bit of a wake up call to desensitize my mind from this shit I’ve been using the past 3 days and just an hr ago as well but I felt the need to post here to try to get...
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    Thought I was recovered,but then DE stroke

    Yeah you’re fucking like crazy (kudos). I’d say your DE may be related to that. I’m guessing your cumshots are pretty weak if you’re going that often but there’ll come a time when y’all don’t fuck for a couple of days. See what happens after that
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    1000 mile journeys begins with 1 step

    I’ve been in the throes of a 10 day binge or so. I got sick for about a week and as someone who does it 4-5x a day just to “feel numb”, I knew I had my work cut out for me. I didn’t PMO for the first two days but then I succumbed and since last Wednesday (so 8 days I guess) I’ve been binging...
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    1000 mile journeys begins with 1 step

    Been PMO-free for about a week now. The change I made this time was repeating affirmations throughout the day or when I get hard urges. Mine is basically “I can quit porn and I will” I don’t really think people are “built different” or anything like that so I don’t see why thousands upon...
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    1000 mile journeys begins with 1 step

    Ugh but then yesterday hit. I just had a massive urge and I relapsed My thought process during the urge was “ugh, why the hell is this so strong? I don’t want to spend this much willpower every 3-5 days for the rest of my life just to NOT do something. Lemme just ****ing do it so I don’t have to...
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    1000 mile journeys begins with 1 step

    Update- Currently been porn free for 5 days now. My longest such time in at least a couple months. I think what helped this current streak is a core value I instilled in myself using logic I was on a walk and I audibly talked out loud to myself (helps me feel good and I’m wearing a mask, so idc...
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    1000 mile journeys begins with 1 step

    Ugh been in a major “binge” the last couple days. Had a date Saturday that ended early and I drank a lot. When I’m hungover I tend to do it like 4-5 times to ease the pain of the hangover Just relapsed 5 mins ago after feeling shitty from not getting attention from women lately (my mojo has...
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    1000 mile journeys begins with 1 step

    Well I got through a night but yesterday night, my urges were wild and I gave in I read through Easy Peasy and I feel like it broke down a couple barriers but one large barrier is the strong belief that PMO is inherently pleasurable for me (at least during). I know the argument against it is...
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    1000 mile journeys begins with 1 step

    Well just did it again tonight. Gotta get off the phone tbh. Just too triggering at night. Change up the nighttime routine
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    1000 mile journeys begins with 1 step

    Just pmoed earlier today. Was reading that Easy Peasy pdf and it said that I don’t have to “force” myself to not PMO I didn’t really use that as an excuse but I did use it as an excuse to not fight the urge I got when I was on my phone on my bed doing other stuff. I generally don’t feel that...
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    1000 mile journeys begins with 1 step

    As a 27 yr old, who’s had sex with multiple women, never have I ever ejaculated from penetrative intercourse. I can count on one hand the amount of times I ejaculated from oral and I believe this is called Delayed Ejaculation (DE) I strongly believe that the cause of this is due to my death...
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