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  1. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 0 NO Porn, Masturbation, Orgasm Just hooked up with someone. Again, I feel depressed. I thought if I hooked up with someone that I find attractive it is going to be ok. I was thinking about going into a fwb kinda thing with him before. But Post Nut Clarity man, it just hits you like a...
  2. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 8 No Porn & No Masturbation Just had sex. I thought it would be good. A young good- looking, bisexual guy, living alone in a big city, with so many potential sex partners. Well, it wasn't. Met a guy through some dating app. He came over. We talked. We fucked. For a few minutes. I came...
  3. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 6 No PMO Good and more confidant. I am kinda loosing the urge to look at people in a weird way. When I see someone cute I check them out, see if they are checking me out but I am not weird and keep thinking about them sexually. And I also smile more.
  4. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 3 No PMO A lot of attractive women out there.
  5. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 0 No PMO (Day 13/30 No Porn) I feel depressed and lonely. Wished I had friends to do stuff with. I think I am done with dating apps and this kinda day to day life of looking at potential hook ups, basically wasting all of my day instead of doing things that actually matter. I ll also do...
  6. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 10/30 No Porn Energetic
  7. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 7/30 No Porn Hooked up with a guy. It started great but the more time passed, the less I was enjoying it. And after I came, I got a little bit depressed (as I always do after orgasm).
  8. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 5/30 No Porn I am more confidant.
  9. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 3/30 No Porn Wild thoughts when seeing girls outside. I need to heal. This is good.
  10. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 2/30 No Porn Yesterday in the subway I was standing across 3 women who were checking me out. It felt like they wanted me to approach them but I was too weak. My mind is corrupted by porn. It makes me shy and anxious. Decided to switch to No Porn for the next 30 days (I will try No PMO, but...
  11. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 0 No PMO I failed. Came home and I am having three days off. Instead of going to meet with family I wanted to stay at home because I was tired. Then, decided to hook up with a guy. After hours of chatting I felt like I already relapsed because of all the images and thoughts. I gave in...
  12. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 4 No PMO I feel sooo good. Fuck yeah! I got my charm back and I feel much stronger. Even went jogging again after .. I don't even know man.
  13. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 3 (No PMO) I was at the gym today. Talked to a girl but unable to really flirt. I think she was kinda into me. With a few more days without PMO, I could definitely have handled it better.
  14. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 2 (No PMO) It's a great feeling to be free.
  15. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 0 (No PMO) Well, really great start... NOT! First day, first relapse. I had nothing to do then kinda wanted to hook up with someone new. I knew that having real sex would not be against my rules here so I chatted with a few guys. And unfortunately chatting turned to sexting real quick and...
  16. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 0 Damn, a lot has happened since last time I was on here. I got a job, that I really like! I moved out into my own apartment! I came out to my family as bisexual! But I am still struggling with PMO... Let's get rid of this once for all. I am in control. I am free.
  17. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 1 (No PMO) Many thoughts about P.
  18. tay97

    I want to live.

    90 hard reboot. No stimulation. Brain reset. No PMO.
  19. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 0 PMO‘ed a couple of times. I was stressed and needed to focus on an exam for work and then I slipped away completely. I think the more women I see outside or at the gym the more frustration builds inside of me. Then I use my bisexuality to cover up for a PMO. After PMOing I immediately...
  20. tay97

    I want to live.

    Day 11 / 26 (No PMO) Wow, eleven days. Being busy with work and gym really helps, even though I am feeling my (bi-)sexuality a lot. New goal: 26 days. I am also pretty sure I want to come out to my family as bi. I will talk to my family on july 30. Let's see how I feel about this date in the...
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