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    Leaving the Forum

    Just wanted to say thanks to all of the people who contributed much needed advice and support throughout my time here. It really made a big difference. As to why I'm leaving the forum, I just think I'm better off not obsessing with what day and hour I'm on with the counter I have set up here...
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    What do I say and how do I say it...this has to end now

    Going to tell my mom about my problem so she can help keep me accountable and block all possible access routes to relapse. I just wanted to ask you guys how I should break it to her. What I should say and so on. All comments and input is deeply appreciated
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    New journal, fresh start

    Day 1 Easy as always. Was busy most of the day which was really helpful. Going to start trying to meditate 10 minutes a day to practice mindfulness and willingness. I'm going to start posting everyday not only to track my progress but to remind myself why I'm quitting P forever.
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    Day 1 again, but a lot more confident

    I relapsed last night for the 5th time in 45 days which is very good progress and it gives me hope and confidence that I can beat this thing once and for all. I haven't journaled in awhile probably because of laziness and guilt but I'm going to try to stay committed to it this time not just to...
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    Longest streak just ended at 32 days

    So I made it further than I ever thought I'd be able to go due to the tremendous support of my best friend and wisdom I've gained throughout this journey. I'm going to the list the benefits of my streak and how I did it. Benefits: 1. Less social anxiety 2. Clear mind, able to think more...
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    CAN get past 4 days

    I have officially made it two weeks into my reboot. All in all it has been a complete roller coaster. However, I have learned a very valuable lesson in the process. I learned that you are capable of far more than your mind tells you. Anything is possible if you believe in yourself. I think...
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    Can't get past 4 days

    Every time after I watch porn, I promise to myself I'll never do it again and every time I fail. What do I do to lift this boulder off of my back...:/
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