starting my reboot

kyjase

Member
Hey everyone,  I'm in Lexington, KY and I'm a porn addict.  And it has definitely caused a lot of missed opportunities for me with real women. I only get it up half the time with real women and for a year I've been having problems getting it up sometimes even with the porn.  I'm glad I found this site and glad I'm not alone.  Calis helped with the real girls for a yr but now it's not even doing the trick.  I know I'm healthy and I know I can always get it up if I haven't MO for a few days. That's the hard part.  I kinda knew I had the problem because if I meet a new girl I would always plan to not PMO for  a week before a date.  Never worked out though because I'd end up doing it a few times anyways.  It is a huge problem. I'm 35 and started with magazines at 14. Been doing it daily ever since.  After ex gf a few years ago, I really have lost all of my libido for women. It's still there for the porn girls though.  Rebooted yesterday. Now on day 2. I hope this helps me
 

123bob

Member
Nice dood and welcome to the NINJA NATION ! We are a bunch of bros who are here to improve ourselves ! ! !
 

gotet

Member
Yeah brah! Now you are becoming a REAL MAN brah! Man fuck this pornshit brah! It?s making little boys out of men brah! Build strength and character brah!
 

kyjase

Member
Thanks guys. Day 3 is going good. I put a child lock on my phone and computer. Lol. Kinda pathetic but had to just in case I guess. Fighting the urge to look for some videos right now. But I'm not going to. Going to go play some disc golf!  Thanks again fellas :)
 

kyjase

Member
Day 4 has been very....horny. lol. I've had full hard-ons all day for no reason. I've been good and haven't fapped and now going to work.  But man,  just 4 days in and I can tell,  yeah I probably don't have an ED problem, just a porn problem. It's looking real now.  I do not want this flatline thing to happen for sure though. Lol. 4 days,  not bad
 

kyjase

Member
Day 7 of my new life.  It's going good so far.  Not many urges to look at porn at all now. Feeling kinda lifeless down there last 2 days but I'm not worried about it thanks to all the info.  It's part of it.  I would be freaking out if I didn't know that.  Date tonight.  Probably not a good time for it but I'll try to have fun.  Lol
 
Hi kyjase, stay strong and you can do it. Flatline will go away eventually and you'll have a lot of life down there. I welcome you to the party and wish you good luck.
 

kyjase

Member
Day 13 now I think.  I'm not caring too much about counting every day or anything.  Just not doing the porn still or the masturbation.  Lol. Still feeling the flatline and not getting hard when kissing the ladies. Hope it comes back soon but giving it time to heal.  It sucks.  Really hope it is the porn that's causing the problems. Don't know what else it could be cause doctors have already checked me for most things and act like I'm pretty healthy.  Testosterone is even at good levels.  Wanting my Mojo back man.  Am getting good mw though
 
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