weak minded

heroack

Member
So am using an old phone cuz my other one is being fix and i found a bunch of bookmarks of p in it. Am coming home from work and i looked at all of them.  Today was supposed to be my 5th day clean. I deleted them but feel like I have to reset my count even though it was like 5 minutes and didn't m to them.  It was like couple of minutes ago and it was walking towards the train to go home.  Should i reset my count or just keep counting and don't do it again? It was unexpected. I looked to see what i had there and did and deleted them.
 

jnv

Well-Known Member
During my first streak (50days or so) I thought I'd be ok with just watching P without M once in a while, but it's like opening a pandora box and things go quickly go out of control. Your brain starts rationalizing more and more what you are doing towards P and from 5min peek you quickly escalate to 10/15min edging which is just worse than just M and O right away.
I decided to reset and start a new streak this week because I was just lying to myself.
In my opinion, resetting is the way to go.
 
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