nevergiveupman
Member
Hi all;
I've had a rough month or two after seriously losing motivation when a girl I liked dropped out of the scene.
I went onto some online dating sites and addictive behaviours soon followed.
I'm a not just a porn addict, but it also gets into real life behaviours. Which, though at first seems fun, takes over very quickly, until I lose control and porn and sex-seeking becomes pretty constant; until I'm avoiding duties and responsibilties and sleeping very little. I soon get depressed and exhausted and lose site of my goals or the kind of man I want to be.
I know from abstinent periods that I feel much better and become a much friendlier and patient person. But that high is so intense, that it seems like the 5 minutes of intense euphoria is worth the days and hours of misery.
Even now, I know the craving and addiction will be calling out to me later.
Thanks for being here
I've had a rough month or two after seriously losing motivation when a girl I liked dropped out of the scene.
I went onto some online dating sites and addictive behaviours soon followed.
I'm a not just a porn addict, but it also gets into real life behaviours. Which, though at first seems fun, takes over very quickly, until I lose control and porn and sex-seeking becomes pretty constant; until I'm avoiding duties and responsibilties and sleeping very little. I soon get depressed and exhausted and lose site of my goals or the kind of man I want to be.
I know from abstinent periods that I feel much better and become a much friendlier and patient person. But that high is so intense, that it seems like the 5 minutes of intense euphoria is worth the days and hours of misery.
Even now, I know the craving and addiction will be calling out to me later.
Thanks for being here