A couple of months ago I was able to abstain from porn for 35 days. About ten months ago I tried a reboot and made it 11 days. I'm trying again. Today I am starting a reboot. I don't why sometime I am more successful than others. It's strange how that works. Any ways, here I go!
Yeah i find it really irregular and unpredictable when and for how long i will be able to abstain from porn.... I suppose thats addiction it happens on its own regardless of my decisions.... But hey also the drive to abstain happens on its own. I cant quit wanting to quit. Im doomed to this war.... Its a fact. I also know its easyer if i have company. Thank you
There is comfort in the fact that I am improving. But as life keeps going I feel like I am missing so much. I hate the affect porn has on my personal life and all the time wasted. Well it's almost 7pm so that's 6 hours in. lol
hang in there mate, every day, every hour is a victory...........the longest walk starts with the first step.....you can do it, think of the future not the past.......thinking of you mate