For a while it seemed as though PIED was an onset, immediate thing, which is why I thought it was performance anxiety for a while.
Now I am putting my history together. My freshman year of college I had sex with 4 girls, each one a couple of times. I think that the newness of the situations contributed to my excitement level, and ability to achieve full erection. But I also think it was there slightly, my first semester of sophmore year I took a girl home from a party, and could not get it up. Here I blamed alcohol, but now I see it was not just alcohols fault.
The next semester I met my girlfriend, I had sex with her twice, and then the third time I noticed I couldnt get hard, and I was sober, she also noticed and took alarm. For the next two months I was in mental turmoil, and depressed because something wasn't right with me. Then I found YBOP and it made sense to me. I am now 60 days into reboot.
Did anyone else have similar stories to this? I really want to get over this... it is agonizing, I am nervous to see my girlfriend again... (we have been apart for summer break). She is probably expecting me to be better after I have told her about all this stuff.
Now I am putting my history together. My freshman year of college I had sex with 4 girls, each one a couple of times. I think that the newness of the situations contributed to my excitement level, and ability to achieve full erection. But I also think it was there slightly, my first semester of sophmore year I took a girl home from a party, and could not get it up. Here I blamed alcohol, but now I see it was not just alcohols fault.
The next semester I met my girlfriend, I had sex with her twice, and then the third time I noticed I couldnt get hard, and I was sober, she also noticed and took alarm. For the next two months I was in mental turmoil, and depressed because something wasn't right with me. Then I found YBOP and it made sense to me. I am now 60 days into reboot.
Did anyone else have similar stories to this? I really want to get over this... it is agonizing, I am nervous to see my girlfriend again... (we have been apart for summer break). She is probably expecting me to be better after I have told her about all this stuff.