16 self induced ED journal

JOHN1198

New Member
Ever since i was 12 i knew about P and i used too think it was funny and did not think much of it when i was 14 i used too watch on and of
when i was 15 i could not go a week without watching it it started too become like a ritual cause i always came back too  it i will fill good while doing and feel like totally shit after now am 16 and i can only get a boner when i touch my dick or sometimes i get random boners but my dick is not hard as it used too be now i got ED i have not watched a single P since the 11th of July and am abstaining from watching it but i still crave too watch but i use my will power not too watch again have not masturbated or watched a P since 11th of july

I also don't seem too find women attractive as i used too before i would very easily get on a boner how long will it take for me too get my sex drive back as its really annoying

I am trying too change my life too get my sex drive back i recently joined a football club and i watch more movies and read books what else can i do not too relapse as i really want too get back too normal and if that takes never watching a porno again or jerking of that's what i will do

if you guys got any tips and advise too help me get my sex drive back pls post thank you as am still expercing some flatline as they say ?

Did I use porn today? NO
What were my triggers? NONE
How did I soothe my anxiety or stress?
What am I grateful for today?I found this website
Day counter!


thank you

John
 
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