My 15 years struggle with porn

[Deaddictor]

Hello everyone,

I started porn and masturbation at the age of 15. and now i am 30 years old. So for 15 years I have been addicted to this habit.

meanwhile i tried many times and failed every time.

now i have found this site and when i read so many posts i think i have found a new hope for my hopeless case.


I am chronic uses of PMO and suffering severely of symptoms. Main of them are:

1 Receding hair line. Thin hairs and much hair loss. I am getting bald.

2 I am just 45 Kg. and everyone asks me what's wrong!!!

3 My vision is hazy now.

4 There is burning sensation on my head and feet.

5 Less muscle and low bone density.

6 Erectile dysfunction.

7 Can't eat and digest fat. (weak liver)

8 Constant fatigue (perhaps anemic)

9 No charm on face.

10 Social anxiety.

11 pain in groin

At this time only these are coming to my mind. I am from Delhi, India. Even living with all these symptoms i could not get rid of this bad addiction although I tried many times. It's ruining my life.

I am suffering from regret, depression and pain. But now i have decided to quit this habit for once and all. But the problem is will this determination last for longer.

I hope to get help and encouragement.

Thanks for reading.

 

[Enough]

Good luck, it sounds like you have lots of reasons to quit, it isnt easy, but even after one week I feel better about myself so you're doing the right thing.

 

[Deaddictor]

Thanks. ya this time i wish to quit for one and all. I am on my fourth day. All is going well so far.

 

[daws]

Keep going my friend. Keep posting. Keep busy

 

[Deaddictor]

last night i lost control. and fapped for some time but without ejaculation.

but in the morning felt bodyaches and feverish.

this is a new problem i am suffering. after fapping i always get bodyaches and fever.

since i have not orgasmed last night i am feeling horny a lot all day. and it seems in the night i will stumble.


i wish there could be some cure for this horniness.