willpower1111
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Hi all .I have been aware of my porn addiction for 1 year now.Tried to reboot countless times.Motivation is harder to find everytime i relapse.I had a 32 day streak before and many more -30 days.I have a pretty healthy lifestyle.I self helped myself actually.I was a mess 1.5 years ago.I wasn't going to school ,i was at home all the time ,heavy drinking at least 2 times a week,not going to work etc.
Now my grades are much better, Im much more social,focused,not drinking anymore,im much better at my sport.
But I couldn't get rid off the porn in my life.
I need to find a girl to love. Thats what i think is absent in my life.I never had problems with girls but always found some reasons not to date.Maybe thats because of porn.I have no problems with attraction.The problem is now that I now I have pied I dont even try to date with a girl.I act uninterested .I used to do this in my childhood but I was shy before.I still have some shyness left but not a problem .That goes away after first conversation.
Ok I found that the most important thing that motivates me is public support so every input is appreciated.Thanks.I dont think I will count days this time.I will search for a girl.
Now my grades are much better, Im much more social,focused,not drinking anymore,im much better at my sport.
But I couldn't get rid off the porn in my life.
I need to find a girl to love. Thats what i think is absent in my life.I never had problems with girls but always found some reasons not to date.Maybe thats because of porn.I have no problems with attraction.The problem is now that I now I have pied I dont even try to date with a girl.I act uninterested .I used to do this in my childhood but I was shy before.I still have some shyness left but not a problem .That goes away after first conversation.
Ok I found that the most important thing that motivates me is public support so every input is appreciated.Thanks.I dont think I will count days this time.I will search for a girl.
