Okay so here is my story:
I was at school at the age of 8 playing innocuously in the playground when a girl as a joke put her foot on another girl in a victory pose sort of position. I couldn't really explain what I felt but I am guessing it was arousal for the first time. I had a few more incidents at school and these incidents got me aroused (I never really got an erection then from what I can remember) I was around 9 years when I started to masturbate. With no one having told me the correct way I started to masturbate by rubbing myself against the mattress. The number of times I did this gradually increased until I was 18 and doing this once a day with a really strong foot fetish. I did watch porn a few times and my porn usage increased to about once a month I would say. After finding YBOP, I think I may have psychologically convinced myself that I was addicted to porn and usage increased to once a week. I now only seldom watch porn (around once a month) and can control it.
All my life I have masturbated to my foot fetish and some femdom. I never escalated into other forms of porn and only a few times did I view BDSM. Most of my experiences were plain old foot fetish and femdom scenes involving trampling. Last year I read about traumatic masturbatory syndrome (TMS) and quickly corrected myself. The first time I got a blowjob I found it hard to get hard and I had to imagine foot fetish scenes to get hard. I now find oral sex arousing albeit not nearly as much as feet. I can get an erection but I do find it hard to climax.
My main goal is to sensitize to vanilla sex as I am worried years of masturbating alongside a little performance anxiety may impede my sexual life. My question is: is YBOP for me? I do not feel I am addicted to porn- I can get erect easily to feet and if I focus I can get erect on vanilla stimuli. I haven't had any symptoms such as semen leakage and my sexual tastes haven't really morphed. It seems to me like my fetish is innate too as it was what I had to begin with and not something that was morphed.
Will No PMO help me in resensitizing to vanilla sex and get over my foot fetish? I was wondering if any of you could give me tips on how to re-sensitize myself to vanilla sex (Would arousing myself and masturbating thinking only of vanilla sex help?) Any feedback would be much appreciated! Thanks a ton for the time guys.
I was at school at the age of 8 playing innocuously in the playground when a girl as a joke put her foot on another girl in a victory pose sort of position. I couldn't really explain what I felt but I am guessing it was arousal for the first time. I had a few more incidents at school and these incidents got me aroused (I never really got an erection then from what I can remember) I was around 9 years when I started to masturbate. With no one having told me the correct way I started to masturbate by rubbing myself against the mattress. The number of times I did this gradually increased until I was 18 and doing this once a day with a really strong foot fetish. I did watch porn a few times and my porn usage increased to about once a month I would say. After finding YBOP, I think I may have psychologically convinced myself that I was addicted to porn and usage increased to once a week. I now only seldom watch porn (around once a month) and can control it.
All my life I have masturbated to my foot fetish and some femdom. I never escalated into other forms of porn and only a few times did I view BDSM. Most of my experiences were plain old foot fetish and femdom scenes involving trampling. Last year I read about traumatic masturbatory syndrome (TMS) and quickly corrected myself. The first time I got a blowjob I found it hard to get hard and I had to imagine foot fetish scenes to get hard. I now find oral sex arousing albeit not nearly as much as feet. I can get an erection but I do find it hard to climax.
My main goal is to sensitize to vanilla sex as I am worried years of masturbating alongside a little performance anxiety may impede my sexual life. My question is: is YBOP for me? I do not feel I am addicted to porn- I can get erect easily to feet and if I focus I can get erect on vanilla stimuli. I haven't had any symptoms such as semen leakage and my sexual tastes haven't really morphed. It seems to me like my fetish is innate too as it was what I had to begin with and not something that was morphed.
Will No PMO help me in resensitizing to vanilla sex and get over my foot fetish? I was wondering if any of you could give me tips on how to re-sensitize myself to vanilla sex (Would arousing myself and masturbating thinking only of vanilla sex help?) Any feedback would be much appreciated! Thanks a ton for the time guys.
