Going to start rebooting. Really confused.

CornellBR

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Hi guys :)

First of all I'm really glad i found this site :) It's very informative and It's helping me, but I'm still confused.

I'm a 21 years old male. I'm from Brazil, so, I'm sorry if my english sucks.

I'm going to tell you guys my story with a lot of details, i think thats better for helping me:

I have always masturbate with porn, since i was 12.

I had my first time at age 17 (I did sex only once with my first girl), no problems with ED here, and I also used to masturbate a lot with porn ~4 times a day.
I had other 3 girls at age 18-19, no problems also. But i used viagra once.
All of those girls was only a one night stand.

At age 20 i had my first girlfriend, i was still watching porn ~4 times a day, so the first and second time i was in bed with her i couldn't get a bonner, it scared me, but i was sure my dick was fine (It gets hard with porn, so why not with my girlfriend?). So i thought it was just anxiety, and i tried again. It worked, but it wasn't a 100% hard, i was happy anyway. In the following weeks it was improving till it reaches 100% hard, just like when i masturbate with porn. Everything was perfect, and I was watching the same amount of porn ~4 times a day, and fucking her ~5 times a week. We dated for 10 months, and sex was great. I broke up with her a month ago, and i don't have any feelings for her.

9 days ago I went to bed with a girl, It was just a one night stand. I took a medication (viagra) to not fail in bed with her, but i fail. I couldn't maintain an erection for long and it wasn't 100% hard, not even close to that.

I read a lot about ED and porn use, and i realise that i might have that, but i can't say I'm sure about it. That's why I'm really confused.

So the first thing I did was google about ED, and then i found this web site. Today has been 9 days without masturbation and porn.

Before that period of 9 days i didn't had any type of morning wood, but now i have (100% hard).
I have never had a wet dream, but on the 7th day i had. I'm not having any desire for watching porn these days neither the desire for sex.

I read about edging, I did it. But it was not with porn, just my thoughts of one real girl. I did it only to see if my dick is still working (i didn't ejaculate). I'm not going to do that again.

I used to masturbate on the chair watching porn, that day i did on the bed and it wasn't 100% hard. I dont remember ever being able to masturbate on bed only using my thoughts.

I really dont know what's up with me now. I think i have ED because of porn, but It's not as severe as most of guys i have been reading on the site.

I will do the reboot anyway, but i want to know what you guys think, and why is that.
I also want to know if I can at least try to do sex with a girl or this will be a step back.

Thx a lot :)
 
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