Survivor here.
Really struggling right now. I'm home by myself and the craving is very powerful. The way I'm feeling I don't even care if I let it all go. I really want what I have not had for about four weeks.
But... dammit but there's always a but! But... I've got to hang in there and get through this sober. I know if I take a peek it will take me right back to where I left off. And I know I'll get caught again and that will be a really bad scene. Don't want that to happen. Gotta get back to being busy outside again.
I said this once before. Even stopping for lunch can be a struggle at times.
Anyway, gotta turn off this computer, get out of this chair and get my butt outside.
Thanks to all for making this site happen so people like us have an opportunity to share what's going on with us in a safe environment.
Cheers!
Really struggling right now. I'm home by myself and the craving is very powerful. The way I'm feeling I don't even care if I let it all go. I really want what I have not had for about four weeks.
But... dammit but there's always a but! But... I've got to hang in there and get through this sober. I know if I take a peek it will take me right back to where I left off. And I know I'll get caught again and that will be a really bad scene. Don't want that to happen. Gotta get back to being busy outside again.
I said this once before. Even stopping for lunch can be a struggle at times.
Anyway, gotta turn off this computer, get out of this chair and get my butt outside.
Thanks to all for making this site happen so people like us have an opportunity to share what's going on with us in a safe environment.
Cheers!