PornuserNoMore50
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I am a 43 yar old man who came across this site. I was a little stunned to see what this site contains.
I have no idea who is behind this site, and I really don?t care. This is my story.
When I was was a young boy I had an extreme sex drive. I could have sex four times with a girl in one night no matter how drunk a was at 17-18 years age. I always have enjoyed sex very much and to me sexual feelings is an important part of life quality. In the early nineties there weren?t much internet porn, but magazines which I bought. At this time porn didn?t take away my sex drive. I always have masturbated a lot, at least once a day, up to three times, rarely a three days break. Fice days break, never. The longest brake a I ever had is 14 days when I was serving in a marine vessel. I always remember this ?record? .
I have had the same woman since I was 20 years, and I have always masturbated just like I didn?t have a woman to have sex with. This have reduced our sex rate a lot, which she used to complain about until 7-8 years ago. Sometimes we haven?t had sex for months. I have used a tablet for depression for many years , which almost always reduce sex drive, but I know that this is far from the main reason for not having normal sex with my wife. My wife have accepted little sex and think that this tablet is the reason.
When we had sex, I sometimes masturbated right after. This indicate that porn and porn fantasies have taken too much over I think. The latest years, I slowly realized that I never get sexually aroused close to other women like when I was younger, even if I still always are attracted and urge to look for sexy girls, I even ?get lost? in shopping centers if I see something really nice. But somehow this is not true arousal. I can add that to me the feeling of beeing attracted to the opposite sex is not forbidden for me or my wife but natural and healthy. I understand that many may disagree.
And I have realized that there is something wrong. Very rare an erection without porn and being alone. I have felt that my sex drive is as good as gone, dead!
Of course, sex drive in a 43 year old is not the same as a 17 year old, but lately I have faced these facts about myself and today I have my 6th day of no masturbation, and no porn. This is what happens:
I am sexually aroused most of the day. I have an erection many times a day, sometimes immediately after just taking my pants off. I feel alive, I feel like a man again, because I know that I can satisfy my wife any time, and I will probably drown her next time we have sex! I am going to tell her that I quit masturbation to have a better sex life with her . My plan is to have at least three weeks of no masturbation, and no more porn again, ever. At least, future porn will be very limited.
The feeling of having my sex drive back cannot be described. I will describe another benefit:
I think that when 6 days without this excessive masturbation(nothing at all) which never give my body a healthy rebuild of sexual energy give me this great feeling, how will it be after two weeks? Three weeks? 6 months? This thinking is actually sexually exciting itself. The feeling of sexually feelings building up, every day. I don?t really know if this bulid up will last, or maybe stall, but I am confident it will change my brain not beeing so often stimulated. I know this because a 2-3 days break always give 10 times better orgasms.
Thinking about how ?easy? it is two rebuild my sex life, ?for free?. I have always thought that I cannot help it, I MUST masturbate, it?s normal, but this is not true.
To quit porn is not very difficult because it doesn?t give me so much anymore, it?s just an endless clicking to find new and better and more exciting stuff. And it escalates just as described is this website.
Having the feeling of arousal, excitement, building up real sexual energy feels fantastic.
The only thing I worry about is that I may masturbate in sleep, or have ?wet dreams? . Tonight I had a strange sexual dream, and I very rarely have sexual dreams even if I like it. And I am a little worried if I bulid up too much psychological tension, get angry or may be unconsentrated or be easily frustrated. After six days, I feel that I could have ejaculated very quickly so what about a month from now??
Doing this masturbation makes me feel a bad man to my wife, and I feel that I never give my body the chance to rebuild sexual energy. Just as it was said in this website, when masturbating every day I have felt that the real reason is an urge for somekind of satisfaction that only contain half sexual stimulation, the other half just a kick in itself. I have felt this a long time, maybe that is the reason that I ?easily? quit porn right now.
I wonder if anybody can describe how this ?stop masturbating? period develops in time, as weeks goes by. After 20 years of exciting my brain so much on porn, I don?t expect me to get ?normal? in no time. But I am quite positive that my erection in improving a lot, really a lot.
I will appreciate any feedback, any comment. Thanks.
I have no idea who is behind this site, and I really don?t care. This is my story.
When I was was a young boy I had an extreme sex drive. I could have sex four times with a girl in one night no matter how drunk a was at 17-18 years age. I always have enjoyed sex very much and to me sexual feelings is an important part of life quality. In the early nineties there weren?t much internet porn, but magazines which I bought. At this time porn didn?t take away my sex drive. I always have masturbated a lot, at least once a day, up to three times, rarely a three days break. Fice days break, never. The longest brake a I ever had is 14 days when I was serving in a marine vessel. I always remember this ?record? .
I have had the same woman since I was 20 years, and I have always masturbated just like I didn?t have a woman to have sex with. This have reduced our sex rate a lot, which she used to complain about until 7-8 years ago. Sometimes we haven?t had sex for months. I have used a tablet for depression for many years , which almost always reduce sex drive, but I know that this is far from the main reason for not having normal sex with my wife. My wife have accepted little sex and think that this tablet is the reason.
When we had sex, I sometimes masturbated right after. This indicate that porn and porn fantasies have taken too much over I think. The latest years, I slowly realized that I never get sexually aroused close to other women like when I was younger, even if I still always are attracted and urge to look for sexy girls, I even ?get lost? in shopping centers if I see something really nice. But somehow this is not true arousal. I can add that to me the feeling of beeing attracted to the opposite sex is not forbidden for me or my wife but natural and healthy. I understand that many may disagree.
And I have realized that there is something wrong. Very rare an erection without porn and being alone. I have felt that my sex drive is as good as gone, dead!
Of course, sex drive in a 43 year old is not the same as a 17 year old, but lately I have faced these facts about myself and today I have my 6th day of no masturbation, and no porn. This is what happens:
I am sexually aroused most of the day. I have an erection many times a day, sometimes immediately after just taking my pants off. I feel alive, I feel like a man again, because I know that I can satisfy my wife any time, and I will probably drown her next time we have sex! I am going to tell her that I quit masturbation to have a better sex life with her . My plan is to have at least three weeks of no masturbation, and no more porn again, ever. At least, future porn will be very limited.
The feeling of having my sex drive back cannot be described. I will describe another benefit:
I think that when 6 days without this excessive masturbation(nothing at all) which never give my body a healthy rebuild of sexual energy give me this great feeling, how will it be after two weeks? Three weeks? 6 months? This thinking is actually sexually exciting itself. The feeling of sexually feelings building up, every day. I don?t really know if this bulid up will last, or maybe stall, but I am confident it will change my brain not beeing so often stimulated. I know this because a 2-3 days break always give 10 times better orgasms.
Thinking about how ?easy? it is two rebuild my sex life, ?for free?. I have always thought that I cannot help it, I MUST masturbate, it?s normal, but this is not true.
To quit porn is not very difficult because it doesn?t give me so much anymore, it?s just an endless clicking to find new and better and more exciting stuff. And it escalates just as described is this website.
Having the feeling of arousal, excitement, building up real sexual energy feels fantastic.
The only thing I worry about is that I may masturbate in sleep, or have ?wet dreams? . Tonight I had a strange sexual dream, and I very rarely have sexual dreams even if I like it. And I am a little worried if I bulid up too much psychological tension, get angry or may be unconsentrated or be easily frustrated. After six days, I feel that I could have ejaculated very quickly so what about a month from now??
Doing this masturbation makes me feel a bad man to my wife, and I feel that I never give my body the chance to rebuild sexual energy. Just as it was said in this website, when masturbating every day I have felt that the real reason is an urge for somekind of satisfaction that only contain half sexual stimulation, the other half just a kick in itself. I have felt this a long time, maybe that is the reason that I ?easily? quit porn right now.
I wonder if anybody can describe how this ?stop masturbating? period develops in time, as weeks goes by. After 20 years of exciting my brain so much on porn, I don?t expect me to get ?normal? in no time. But I am quite positive that my erection in improving a lot, really a lot.
I will appreciate any feedback, any comment. Thanks.
