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my first time here, i am excited for a big change in my life.
i am 21 years old, i have been watching porn since before i had the ability to ejaculate !! i don't know how is that even possible, but i remember that i was hard, and only a month after i had a fucked up morning in my pants ... if you know what i mean
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and from that day on, porn became an obsession and a day passing by without PMO wasn't a normal day.
lately it started to affect me sexually and psychologically. i am depressed most of the time, i spend hours on porn wasting my time, and after that i feel bad. i have started to notice the affect since i entered college for many reasons:
1) i am stressed out most of the time from exams and other shit ... so porn was like a haven. and the PMO increased with time.
2) lot of fucking hot chicks on college .... horny and PMO would do the job faster than MO.
3) the bad effect of all these years of PMO started to appear.
i can MO without P, but it is not easy. so i am saving myself at the last moment. but the major problem is the psychological effect. it sucks to feel that you are a slave of P, i am sick of it. and i feel ashamed of myself.
I WANT TO END THIS CURSE !
so i joined reboot nation, hoping for a change in my life, because i am an addict and i want to be cured.
ps: english is my third language, so i am sorry if there is any grammar mistakes.
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my first time here, i am excited for a big change in my life.
i am 21 years old, i have been watching porn since before i had the ability to ejaculate !! i don't know how is that even possible, but i remember that i was hard, and only a month after i had a fucked up morning in my pants ... if you know what i mean
.and from that day on, porn became an obsession and a day passing by without PMO wasn't a normal day.
lately it started to affect me sexually and psychologically. i am depressed most of the time, i spend hours on porn wasting my time, and after that i feel bad. i have started to notice the affect since i entered college for many reasons:
1) i am stressed out most of the time from exams and other shit ... so porn was like a haven. and the PMO increased with time.
2) lot of fucking hot chicks on college .... horny and PMO would do the job faster than MO.
3) the bad effect of all these years of PMO started to appear.
i can MO without P, but it is not easy. so i am saving myself at the last moment. but the major problem is the psychological effect. it sucks to feel that you are a slave of P, i am sick of it. and i feel ashamed of myself.
I WANT TO END THIS CURSE !
so i joined reboot nation, hoping for a change in my life, because i am an addict and i want to be cured.
ps: english is my third language, so i am sorry if there is any grammar mistakes.
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