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openminded
Guest
Hello,
It's really sad to tell this, but I've just broken my 9 days streak and relapsed :C
The things went too fast, I don't even know why I've done it.
I can't even describe what I'm feeling right now. I feel like asshole, like animal. I think I have strong depression right now.
I feel like I don't deserve for reading Steve Jobs biography.
I feel like I don't deserve for listening Porter Robinson new album.
I feel like I don't deserve for love from other people.
But...
"Don't Lose Your Faith"
I'm going to start it again, with some changes:
? Create TO-DO lists everyday;
? Stop thinking "I won't M" , Imma not focus about this problem
? Meditate daily
? Exercise daily
? Avoid everything which could lead my thoughts into danger zone
? Decide STRONG to stop PMO
I want to stop this pointless addiction, I want to be BETTER and BETTER everyday, BETTER than 99% population, Be artist, Achive success, Go to the best University, and write in "Success Stories" section !!!
Next post will be more detailed. See You in 3rd day of my reboot.
GL
PS,
It's my first post, I've been here for a while. I love this whole community, Your advices and stories. I feel inside that this time will be different. Really...
Feel free to comment
"The Harder You Fall, The Higher You Bounce"
It's really sad to tell this, but I've just broken my 9 days streak and relapsed :C
The things went too fast, I don't even know why I've done it.
I can't even describe what I'm feeling right now. I feel like asshole, like animal. I think I have strong depression right now.
I feel like I don't deserve for reading Steve Jobs biography.
I feel like I don't deserve for listening Porter Robinson new album.
I feel like I don't deserve for love from other people.
But...
"Don't Lose Your Faith"
I'm going to start it again, with some changes:
? Create TO-DO lists everyday;
? Stop thinking "I won't M" , Imma not focus about this problem
? Meditate daily
? Exercise daily
? Avoid everything which could lead my thoughts into danger zone
? Decide STRONG to stop PMO
I want to stop this pointless addiction, I want to be BETTER and BETTER everyday, BETTER than 99% population, Be artist, Achive success, Go to the best University, and write in "Success Stories" section !!!
Next post will be more detailed. See You in 3rd day of my reboot.
GL
PS,
It's my first post, I've been here for a while. I love this whole community, Your advices and stories. I feel inside that this time will be different. Really...
Feel free to comment
"The Harder You Fall, The Higher You Bounce"