kenovaldez
New Member
Hi everyone. I turn twenty in a few weeks and I have porn ED. I started watching porn around 15 around the same time I started fapping. At first it was a once or twice a week thing but it soon escalated when the pressure from school and issues at home kicked in. It turned into a nightly activity and further escalated to 2-3 times a day for a long time. I believe it was around 15 I became antisocial and lost a lot of my friends because of it, except one girl who is now my first girlfriend. I also couldn't recall the last time I had morning wood or a sexy dream.
About a month ago when we first kissed, I noticed I wasn't getting any reaction below the belt but I brushed it off. But then when things started escalating between us, still no reaction! She'd go down on me and it would take physical stimulation to get some reaction, and when it got up, it was pretty half assed. That's when I realised I had a serious problem. I started looking for information on it and it let me to yourbrainonporn. This website has given me the much needed advice I needed and I one day hope to be one of those success stories people read about for motivation.
I decided to join this forum to meet people like myself who are struggling with the same issues like myself. Currently, I'm on day 11 and I have started keeping a journal on what my days are like. On day 4, I felt my whole world crashing down around me. Headaches, dizzyness, easily irritated. All the tell tale signs of withdrawal. It was horrible and to make matters worse, I had a family gathering that day. I must've slept for 12-14 hours total on that day. Anyways, for the first time in nonths (possibly years) I had morning wood on day 6! It wasn't 100% but it was something. It alternated a little between nothing and something but its progress.
The only worry some thing is that my tool seems to shrink beyong recognition, like its trying to crawl into my pelvis. That always messes me up and I start doubting myself. But there's light at the end of this tunnel and fellow addicts like myself, we will get through this one day at a time!
About a month ago when we first kissed, I noticed I wasn't getting any reaction below the belt but I brushed it off. But then when things started escalating between us, still no reaction! She'd go down on me and it would take physical stimulation to get some reaction, and when it got up, it was pretty half assed. That's when I realised I had a serious problem. I started looking for information on it and it let me to yourbrainonporn. This website has given me the much needed advice I needed and I one day hope to be one of those success stories people read about for motivation.
I decided to join this forum to meet people like myself who are struggling with the same issues like myself. Currently, I'm on day 11 and I have started keeping a journal on what my days are like. On day 4, I felt my whole world crashing down around me. Headaches, dizzyness, easily irritated. All the tell tale signs of withdrawal. It was horrible and to make matters worse, I had a family gathering that day. I must've slept for 12-14 hours total on that day. Anyways, for the first time in nonths (possibly years) I had morning wood on day 6! It wasn't 100% but it was something. It alternated a little between nothing and something but its progress.
The only worry some thing is that my tool seems to shrink beyong recognition, like its trying to crawl into my pelvis. That always messes me up and I start doubting myself. But there's light at the end of this tunnel and fellow addicts like myself, we will get through this one day at a time!