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thed00d

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48 days of hard mode no PMO. no PMO. Morning wood is more frequent than ever. And all I want to do is MO. No fantasy, no porn, just touch.  Keep going for as long as possible, MO is on the horizon I feel.  Is it that bad if I MO?
this forum has helped more than ever. Porn is non-existent.
 
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William

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thed00d said:
48 days of hard mode no PMO. no PMO. Morning wood is more frequent than ever. And all I want to do is MO. No fantasy, no porn, just touch.  Keep going for as long as possible, MO is on the horizon I feel.  Is it that bad if I MO?
this forum has helped more than ever. Porn is non-existent.
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Of course porn is existent.  Unless you are picturing yourself watching the sun set you are probably using hypersexualized thoughts during MO.  Have you ever tried MOing picturing yourself watching the sun set?  Of course not, we think of sex, and not just sex, but we revert to whatever "category" of porn worked for us in the past.  That is giving yourself a dopamine spike.  Using artificial stimulation to get a dopamine spike is the definition of porn abuse.  You asked for advice, so here it is:  Get to 90 days and ask the question again.  At 90 you probably won't ask it. 

There is a reason why 90 days is the gold standard.  Many guys who make it that far start looking forward and quit looking back.  I want to see you get clean.  Keep going, porn is not an option.  You are more than 1/2 there.  I promise you your perspective will be different once you make it to 90.

Peace.
 
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Mbg

Active Member
The longest I've gone since my reboot is 7 days without MO.  However it has been 15 days since I last looked at porn.  For me, MO is more the problem.  My counsellor says that I may using MO as an escape from depression.  Ugh, sometimes I feel like a horrible person.  I relapsed bad today and the other 2 times I have told my wife but I haven't told her about this time out of fear that she'll get mad... She knows about my addiction an has been supportive but I'm afraid she'll get to a breaking point with me.  I'm going to a Sex Addicts Anonymous meeting tomorrow.
 
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