ashercarey25
Member
Hey guys,
I am in my early 20's and have participated in PMOing since I was about 14. I have been on and off PMO at different points in the past few years because I had a steady relationship for about a year where I stopped because I didn't want it to mess up our relationship and I was successful for that time period. When we were together we were very sexually active but that wasn't the total basis of the relationship. We split up when we came to convictions from our relationship as we were both Christians and both believed we should abstain from sex until marriage. I wanted to keep from all sexual activity from then on out till I felt the time was right and I had been in a relationship with someone who shared these same beliefs but I fell into old habits and began to sleep around and PMO again. This continued until this past year and I began to have mental sexual issues. I've seen doctors and they have given me anti depression medication that I was told would not interfere with erections by my doctor. I've been taking them for about 3 months now and they have helped with the worries I have about these issues but still have stopped me from PMOing. I've tried stopping before these past 3 months and my longest break without PMOing has been 9 days but I relapsed. So I looked into different websites to help me stop and found this to try something different.
I'm optimistic about getting back to a healthy sexual life and hope this is helpful. I haven't used porn for 1 day now and don't want to from here on out. All sexual interactions need to be with a real woman. My triggers are often social media and different links that pop up. It's bben a long time sense I just straight up went to porn site right away. I usually begin by seeing a picture of a hot chick from a link then look into further and eventually on a site with videos. I want to cut down on my overall computer usage so I can get away these temptations. Today I am grateful for the knowledge about these issues that is out there. This is all really difficult and I just wanna be back to normal again.
I am in my early 20's and have participated in PMOing since I was about 14. I have been on and off PMO at different points in the past few years because I had a steady relationship for about a year where I stopped because I didn't want it to mess up our relationship and I was successful for that time period. When we were together we were very sexually active but that wasn't the total basis of the relationship. We split up when we came to convictions from our relationship as we were both Christians and both believed we should abstain from sex until marriage. I wanted to keep from all sexual activity from then on out till I felt the time was right and I had been in a relationship with someone who shared these same beliefs but I fell into old habits and began to sleep around and PMO again. This continued until this past year and I began to have mental sexual issues. I've seen doctors and they have given me anti depression medication that I was told would not interfere with erections by my doctor. I've been taking them for about 3 months now and they have helped with the worries I have about these issues but still have stopped me from PMOing. I've tried stopping before these past 3 months and my longest break without PMOing has been 9 days but I relapsed. So I looked into different websites to help me stop and found this to try something different.
I'm optimistic about getting back to a healthy sexual life and hope this is helpful. I haven't used porn for 1 day now and don't want to from here on out. All sexual interactions need to be with a real woman. My triggers are often social media and different links that pop up. It's bben a long time sense I just straight up went to porn site right away. I usually begin by seeing a picture of a hot chick from a link then look into further and eventually on a site with videos. I want to cut down on my overall computer usage so I can get away these temptations. Today I am grateful for the knowledge about these issues that is out there. This is all really difficult and I just wanna be back to normal again.
