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hello to everyboy!(excuse my English but I'm latin)
I'm 17 years old,I had my first exposure to pornographic materials, long around age 11, a friend from school and I began to see explicit material, watching ads of porn mobile content in magazines and also through Internet videos(hot vids and some soft-pornographic ) we also masturbated, so i eventually collapse of guilt ... so leave it for a few months (even told my mom) and did not even want to touch my penis.
but when i started junior high school (12 years), I began to google for images of topless, then I began to find magazines of naked women (online) and i was a couple of years without advancing to more extreme porn but looking for it several times a week and masturbating a lot, especially for moral(non-religious) guilt.
when I turned 15 I try to leave but i could not, i really dont had Good Sciencie information about it ,so i face it like somenthing ?mostly psychological ,and it is not; and i could not manage depresion and anxiety.
after that when i was 16 i went beyond the stage of moral guilt and started looking online-magazines with more explicit pictures of female genitalia then more recently, i hook with photos of a porn actress, and I started watching his videos of lesbian porn(for that time i also noticed that magazines were no longer exciting).
but eventually mental obsession and desire to watch porn, have started to end my concentration and are ruining my life.
So I've been stuck with porn for about 6 years (more or less),during which I have always had anxiety when, spent much without masturbating and watched porn.I've also gone through depressions trying to quit, but i did not have adequate information like now.
I am not sexually active(with a partner), I've only had experience with my hand and mostly using images.
pornography has stabbing my focus, my passion for the things I love, my mood, my physical energy,my emotions,etc.
i can fap without porn but I do it mostly when I'm anxious thinking about sex (mostly pornographic).
I'm not sure if I have a sexual dysfunction. but i never I've never spent more than 5 minutes masturbating, mostly about 30 seconds.
so I saw a few pictures or the first part of a video and fap and maybe repeated one or 2 times, turned off the computer, and if at any time of day i could repeat a session of porn and fap i did it with cravings ...
Im still ANXIOUS ABOUT PORN.
I try to start last week but I relapsed today(not with my classic porn but relapsed).
Its been a hard day but IM STARTING TO REBOOT RIGHT NOW.
thank for listen(reading).
thanks if you something good to advise, comment...
I'm 17 years old,I had my first exposure to pornographic materials, long around age 11, a friend from school and I began to see explicit material, watching ads of porn mobile content in magazines and also through Internet videos(hot vids and some soft-pornographic ) we also masturbated, so i eventually collapse of guilt ... so leave it for a few months (even told my mom) and did not even want to touch my penis.
but when i started junior high school (12 years), I began to google for images of topless, then I began to find magazines of naked women (online) and i was a couple of years without advancing to more extreme porn but looking for it several times a week and masturbating a lot, especially for moral(non-religious) guilt.
when I turned 15 I try to leave but i could not, i really dont had Good Sciencie information about it ,so i face it like somenthing ?mostly psychological ,and it is not; and i could not manage depresion and anxiety.
after that when i was 16 i went beyond the stage of moral guilt and started looking online-magazines with more explicit pictures of female genitalia then more recently, i hook with photos of a porn actress, and I started watching his videos of lesbian porn(for that time i also noticed that magazines were no longer exciting).
but eventually mental obsession and desire to watch porn, have started to end my concentration and are ruining my life.
So I've been stuck with porn for about 6 years (more or less),during which I have always had anxiety when, spent much without masturbating and watched porn.I've also gone through depressions trying to quit, but i did not have adequate information like now.
I am not sexually active(with a partner), I've only had experience with my hand and mostly using images.
pornography has stabbing my focus, my passion for the things I love, my mood, my physical energy,my emotions,etc.
i can fap without porn but I do it mostly when I'm anxious thinking about sex (mostly pornographic).
I'm not sure if I have a sexual dysfunction. but i never I've never spent more than 5 minutes masturbating, mostly about 30 seconds.
so I saw a few pictures or the first part of a video and fap and maybe repeated one or 2 times, turned off the computer, and if at any time of day i could repeat a session of porn and fap i did it with cravings ...
Im still ANXIOUS ABOUT PORN.
I try to start last week but I relapsed today(not with my classic porn but relapsed).
Its been a hard day but IM STARTING TO REBOOT RIGHT NOW.
thank for listen(reading).
thanks if you something good to advise, comment...