Its been 8 days since last PMO which hasnt been hard, but it is the no MO that is 'fn' me up!!. I last MO 2 days ago and previous to that it was 3 days. I used SO for fantasy just to see if it worked. It did but was difficult. A lot came out but it just dribbled out.
I think i am in another flatline. I felt like this last week. I am not sleeping (havnt had a good nights sleep in over a month, i feel very depressed and anxious, i dont have an appetite etc. The only thing that is keeping me sane is deep breathing and some exercise. Some days i have morning wood other days my johnson is just sitting there lifeless small and shriveled up. During the day it also just hangs there lifeless and it kind of feels mushy (cant explain).
Its 3:25 am where i am at and i have to be up for work in 2 hours. What is making me nervous too is internet articles saying that if you dont use it you lose it. For 28 years i have used it faithfully by myself or with SO, but in last month since my ed, it has worked about 6 times (twice with SO).
I think i am in another flatline. I felt like this last week. I am not sleeping (havnt had a good nights sleep in over a month, i feel very depressed and anxious, i dont have an appetite etc. The only thing that is keeping me sane is deep breathing and some exercise. Some days i have morning wood other days my johnson is just sitting there lifeless small and shriveled up. During the day it also just hangs there lifeless and it kind of feels mushy (cant explain).
Its 3:25 am where i am at and i have to be up for work in 2 hours. What is making me nervous too is internet articles saying that if you dont use it you lose it. For 28 years i have used it faithfully by myself or with SO, but in last month since my ed, it has worked about 6 times (twice with SO).