QuakerOats
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So I started my reboot journey this summer because of PIED. I've gone about 70 days with about three total relapses; my current streak is my second longest and I really don't think I am going to PMO anymore. It's been a struggle but I am starting to see some improvements like reoccurring morning wood, more energy, etc.
However one thing is really freaking me out. Before I started my reboot, I was prescribed viagra by my urologist for my ED. I am a senior in college in New England and am quite social, and as bad as I wish I could go back and start over college without PMO, I have been getting along fine with viagra for the most part. (It has worked 80-90% of the time and it usually only fails when I am very drunk, surprise surprise).
I was with a girl over the summer and it was fine. However, I just started hooking up with a new girl in the past few weeks, and I am having major issues. This girl is absolutely beautiful; we have tried to have sex five times now and I have failed to get or maintain an erection with viagra four of the five times (the one time i succeeded was amazing, which is the only reason I imagine she is staying around.) :-\
Do you think this is related to my reboot? I know I should probably do a hard reboot but I don't think that is possible for me. Is this part of a flatlining period? I'm really freaked out that I am going backwards not forwards.
Any advice is really appreciated. Thanks.
However one thing is really freaking me out. Before I started my reboot, I was prescribed viagra by my urologist for my ED. I am a senior in college in New England and am quite social, and as bad as I wish I could go back and start over college without PMO, I have been getting along fine with viagra for the most part. (It has worked 80-90% of the time and it usually only fails when I am very drunk, surprise surprise).
I was with a girl over the summer and it was fine. However, I just started hooking up with a new girl in the past few weeks, and I am having major issues. This girl is absolutely beautiful; we have tried to have sex five times now and I have failed to get or maintain an erection with viagra four of the five times (the one time i succeeded was amazing, which is the only reason I imagine she is staying around.) :-\
Do you think this is related to my reboot? I know I should probably do a hard reboot but I don't think that is possible for me. Is this part of a flatlining period? I'm really freaked out that I am going backwards not forwards.
Any advice is really appreciated. Thanks.