Restarting the Reboot

[griffingw1]

Hey everyone,
I've been a frequent porn user since I was 15-16.  Never really considered it a problem until about 9 months ago I couldn't get it up for my wife.  I knew then that I needed to kick the habit.  She was very gracious and forgiving, and I told her I would stop.  I've been trying repeatedly to kick the habit since then, but I've had to deal with slip up after slip up.  I'm re-committing to rebooting now.  This is day 3, and I've found many more resources to help me out. I'm hoping that being a part of this community and others will give me the strength to kick this shit out of my life for good. 
Thanks for the support,
G

 

[griffingw1]

Today makes a week. I'm starting to have some cravings so I'm just going to work to keep myself busy and active to keep my mind off it. 
Keep plugging guys, best of luck to everyone,
G

 

[griffingw1]

Working on day 9 of my hard reset.  I'm dealing with some cravings today, and I deal with significant cravings at night when trying to fall asleep, but my resolve is just as strong as it was on day one.  The biggest change I've noticed so far is that my energy levels after lunch in the afternoon are much higher, so that is a definite plus.
G

 

[griffingw1]

Had a couple of unfortunate relapses toward the end of last week, no good.  Looking on the bright side, I guess this helps me understand and more fully appreciate the power of triggers.  I realize that before the relapse I had spent time searching for triggers.  I had convinced myself that it wouldn't be a problem, and before I knew it I had completely submitted to a relapse. 

I'm not beaten down.  I'm disappointed in myself, but I am now wiser than I was, and I know a little bit more about my enemy.  Time to get back to it.
G