I'm starting tonight. I was in a relationship for 9 months and I was able to get it in but not stay hard. I do think that it is porn related ED and that it was indeed fueled by my porn usage. I have more or less stopped using porn but then I switched to Literotica. It's been better because I've been training myself to imagine myself in situations but I don't want to do that either. I'm stopping because I don't want to depend on it as a stress reliever. I'm stopping because I don't want to waste 20-40 minutes of sleep or awake time jacking it. I don't want to use it as a balm for loneliness or missing contact. I want to search for inner peace in myself without using masturbation as a crutch. Let's go. Let's do this.I'm also going to journal every night. First night tomorrow. Let's do this.
Day 1 try 4 because I want to keep my word
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