Day 7...Withdrawals are coming and safesearch wasn't a good enough tool for me to use. I installed K9 and am having better luck with it. I saved my password somewhere in the house so if I need to update a website to get it changed from blocked i can. I only have video streaming websites open and facebook. I am so happy about this but the withdrawals suck big time. I had a wet dream last night when I was sleeping. I know those are normal so I am not counting those. I wasn't thinking about anything in particular.
I am finding other things to do and really enjoying my life. My family does not know of my porn addiction as I have not told anyone yet. I am a pretty open person about things but I am keeping this one private. First time I have not relasped at all. So much useful information on this site and my brain is finally getting back to normal. I am actually wanting to talk to people more and connect with them at school. I still am shy but thats my personality. At least I am not tired and feeling the need to masturbate every hour. I went cold on last Wednesday. I have also been clean of weed for a month and not having access to that has really helped.
Getting my life back after 10 years of masturbating everyday. I am 25 by the way.
I am finding other things to do and really enjoying my life. My family does not know of my porn addiction as I have not told anyone yet. I am a pretty open person about things but I am keeping this one private. First time I have not relasped at all. So much useful information on this site and my brain is finally getting back to normal. I am actually wanting to talk to people more and connect with them at school. I still am shy but thats my personality. At least I am not tired and feeling the need to masturbate every hour. I went cold on last Wednesday. I have also been clean of weed for a month and not having access to that has really helped.
Getting my life back after 10 years of masturbating everyday. I am 25 by the way.
