I'm 25 year old virgin and I'm getting fed up, apart me wants to go back to porn. I've been off it since February 2014 and not long ago I got carried away reading manga, and ended up indulging myself into the triggers. Not sex, but more like romance, which seems to be a trigger and the odd erotic stuff but generally rare and now my libido has gone down again. I'm not sure what the triggers have done and if that had anything to do with it. I just want to give up to be honest, I often get upset when I see other people in relationships, I always feel like the odd one out, not to mention I'm not getting younger. I really hate this, sometimes I don't even want to bother. Can someone explain to me what has happened, did the triggers put me back a little and how am I suppose to stay motivated like this?.