TheAntagonist
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H, i'm your typical 19 years old asian nerd who everyday does nothing but go to school and play video games/fap to porn after that.
I've started fapping since my first year of senior high. Our school starts really early in the morning and i'm a kind of guy that just can't instantly go to sleep, so I end up sleeping during class for quite a while. At that time, when i was figuring out how to solve that problem, i read an article about how masturbating can get you go to sleep easier, tried it and became addicted. I did it a lot, about 5 times a week normaly, sometimes even more. I keep doing it with out any knowledge about the consequences (schools in our country have almost no "special classes" about sex, masturbating, pregnancy whatsoever - some does but take it really lightly - which led to misunderstanding and the fact that parents keep saying to their childrens that sex is a bad thing, never do it blah blah blah).
A few months ago, i felt some really bad changes about myself. I see womans, girls in my class are nothing but a sex target, i couldn't talk to them properly like i did back in high school without thinking about sex. I felt really tired all the time, my strength was gone, i couldn't even lift myself up for 2,3 push-ups, but i kept on fapping, considered it as a tool for me to relax and forget about everything. As you can probadly guess, the worst thing happened, i got ED about 1 month ago. I was shocked, thinking that it'll never be the same again, sacred, i couldn't sleeps, couldn't think straight for days. Looking up the internet, i was super happy when i found out that my ED can be cured. For over 3 weeks now, i've changed my life style a bit, i started playing sports again, tried to go to sleep early and wake up early enough for a morning walk. I saw improvements, my erection got harder but it does not reflex as good as before, i couldn't get a hard on whenever i want to, and the urge to masturbate is still there, and always there.
Today, i found this site and yourbrainonporn, seeing people that having the same problems as me, i decided that it's my time to make a change about myself, i should start a reboot right now. I also have a few questions :
1. I "tested" my erection about 2,3 times this month (this is "edging" right ?) and masturbated to porn today (probadly the last time, to check do i really have porn-related ED), how much does this affect my reboot ?
2. Any tips to keep sexual thoughts outta my head ?
3. I'm watching a TV Series lately (Cross Ange), it's one hell of a show with actions and gore but does have a lot of sexual scenes (a lot of asses and boobs), so do i need to quit watching it ?
4. You just can't really 100% dodge boobs and asses on facebook, so does a glance hurt ?
5. Does sports, exercises actually help shorten the reboot ? If so, what kind ?
6. Everyone said not to touch my penis during reboot, but i've been cleaning both inside and outside it for a month now, should i keep doing it ?
That's it for now, i'd love to see answers for my above question and let's hope that months from now, i can really be healthy again.
I've started fapping since my first year of senior high. Our school starts really early in the morning and i'm a kind of guy that just can't instantly go to sleep, so I end up sleeping during class for quite a while. At that time, when i was figuring out how to solve that problem, i read an article about how masturbating can get you go to sleep easier, tried it and became addicted. I did it a lot, about 5 times a week normaly, sometimes even more. I keep doing it with out any knowledge about the consequences (schools in our country have almost no "special classes" about sex, masturbating, pregnancy whatsoever - some does but take it really lightly - which led to misunderstanding and the fact that parents keep saying to their childrens that sex is a bad thing, never do it blah blah blah).
A few months ago, i felt some really bad changes about myself. I see womans, girls in my class are nothing but a sex target, i couldn't talk to them properly like i did back in high school without thinking about sex. I felt really tired all the time, my strength was gone, i couldn't even lift myself up for 2,3 push-ups, but i kept on fapping, considered it as a tool for me to relax and forget about everything. As you can probadly guess, the worst thing happened, i got ED about 1 month ago. I was shocked, thinking that it'll never be the same again, sacred, i couldn't sleeps, couldn't think straight for days. Looking up the internet, i was super happy when i found out that my ED can be cured. For over 3 weeks now, i've changed my life style a bit, i started playing sports again, tried to go to sleep early and wake up early enough for a morning walk. I saw improvements, my erection got harder but it does not reflex as good as before, i couldn't get a hard on whenever i want to, and the urge to masturbate is still there, and always there.
Today, i found this site and yourbrainonporn, seeing people that having the same problems as me, i decided that it's my time to make a change about myself, i should start a reboot right now. I also have a few questions :
1. I "tested" my erection about 2,3 times this month (this is "edging" right ?) and masturbated to porn today (probadly the last time, to check do i really have porn-related ED), how much does this affect my reboot ?
2. Any tips to keep sexual thoughts outta my head ?
3. I'm watching a TV Series lately (Cross Ange), it's one hell of a show with actions and gore but does have a lot of sexual scenes (a lot of asses and boobs), so do i need to quit watching it ?
4. You just can't really 100% dodge boobs and asses on facebook, so does a glance hurt ?
5. Does sports, exercises actually help shorten the reboot ? If so, what kind ?
6. Everyone said not to touch my penis during reboot, but i've been cleaning both inside and outside it for a month now, should i keep doing it ?
That's it for now, i'd love to see answers for my above question and let's hope that months from now, i can really be healthy again.
