Greetings all. Today is day 12 of my reboot, and the question occurred to me today, what sort of things should I avoid after my reboot is complete? Now, some of you may think this is a bit premature to ask, but I think it's good to think ahead.
Obviously, porn is right up there at the top of the list. What would the point of all this be if we were to go right back to it after putting so much effort into curing ourselves. But I want to look at less thought of items. During a reboot, one of the only 2 rules on YBOP is to avoid artificial sexual stimuli, which includes not only straight up porn but also movies, tv shows, books, music videos, video games, etc etc that depict graphic sexual content. Now, after the reboot is done, do we still have to avoid watching R rated movies or TV-MA shows because of the (mostly) uncensored sexual content? Or, hell, even PG-13 sex scenes? I know my girlfriend is going to want to go watch every new Nicholas Sparks movie that comes out in theatres, but I also know that he doesn't write books without a sex scene--which gets carried over into the movie. Do I need to leave the cinema for the duration of that scene? Do I need to cover my eyes and ears? What's the protocol here? Books--I love George RR Martin's A Song of Ice and Fire, (Game of Thrones for those of you only familiar with the TV adaptation), but it is littered with graphically depicted sex scenes. I don't love it for the sex scenes, I love it because it is an absolutely phenomenal work of literature, but do I have to permanently give up reading it because of the mature content? Video games--There are a number of games in my Steam library that are rated for nudity, or other sexual content. Do I have to abandon all of those games for good too?
Another thing, that's really been bugging me, what if my girlfriend sends me nudes? When this reboot is over, can I masturbate to pics of my girlfriend without risking a relapse? Technically it would be considered "pixels on a screen" (as YBOP is so fond of saying), but on the other hand, she's my girlfriend, and I'm supposed to be sexually attracted to her. Plus, my brain has a much different connection with her than it does with porn, and it should stand to reason that seeing a picture of her would light up all different kinds of associations than would seeing any random girl on the internet. And to clarify, I'm not talking about a 2 month fling. I'm talking about a long term girlfriend of over 3 and a half years--someone I have no intention of dumping in the future.
I guess my ultimate question is how far can I go without risking desensitization of my brain all over again?
Obviously, porn is right up there at the top of the list. What would the point of all this be if we were to go right back to it after putting so much effort into curing ourselves. But I want to look at less thought of items. During a reboot, one of the only 2 rules on YBOP is to avoid artificial sexual stimuli, which includes not only straight up porn but also movies, tv shows, books, music videos, video games, etc etc that depict graphic sexual content. Now, after the reboot is done, do we still have to avoid watching R rated movies or TV-MA shows because of the (mostly) uncensored sexual content? Or, hell, even PG-13 sex scenes? I know my girlfriend is going to want to go watch every new Nicholas Sparks movie that comes out in theatres, but I also know that he doesn't write books without a sex scene--which gets carried over into the movie. Do I need to leave the cinema for the duration of that scene? Do I need to cover my eyes and ears? What's the protocol here? Books--I love George RR Martin's A Song of Ice and Fire, (Game of Thrones for those of you only familiar with the TV adaptation), but it is littered with graphically depicted sex scenes. I don't love it for the sex scenes, I love it because it is an absolutely phenomenal work of literature, but do I have to permanently give up reading it because of the mature content? Video games--There are a number of games in my Steam library that are rated for nudity, or other sexual content. Do I have to abandon all of those games for good too?
Another thing, that's really been bugging me, what if my girlfriend sends me nudes? When this reboot is over, can I masturbate to pics of my girlfriend without risking a relapse? Technically it would be considered "pixels on a screen" (as YBOP is so fond of saying), but on the other hand, she's my girlfriend, and I'm supposed to be sexually attracted to her. Plus, my brain has a much different connection with her than it does with porn, and it should stand to reason that seeing a picture of her would light up all different kinds of associations than would seeing any random girl on the internet. And to clarify, I'm not talking about a 2 month fling. I'm talking about a long term girlfriend of over 3 and a half years--someone I have no intention of dumping in the future.
I guess my ultimate question is how far can I go without risking desensitization of my brain all over again?