Rebooter84 starting today 06 Nov 2014

8.5 days going strong. Hope to achieve the small milestone of 15 days and then celebrate it some way and then continue again.
 

neon tiger

Active Member
As i know you will rebooter- Congratulations!  Making that first goal is huge. To me, it proved me that it is possible. Once i made 15 my first 15 days goal, i figured i can do 15 again. Next thing, I got 30 under my belt. And the best part is, those nasty images that haunted you will become less frequent, and vague and dim. Life awaits bud!
 
Thanks a lot Neon Tiger, i see you are doing very well yourself. I don't feel a very hard compulsion to fap anymore, in fact my ballsack is full and it get hard very often but still i am able to control myself. I would like to know what changes did you feel in yourself after first 15 days of no fap.

Anyway i achieved 15 days without fap today.
i am now thinking of still smaller goals like 7 days and then start again after 7 days. Anyway this doesn't mean i fap after my goal is over. And continue this forever.
 

neon tiger

Active Member
Hmmm,

Ive noticed my ball sack felt tighter and fuller after about 2 weeks, but it didn't get painful.  At that time, i was wishing for a wet dream so fricking bad, only cause i wanted the relief. Between weeks two and three i was beyond horny, would get wicked hard ons if i came across someone who I would find hot. I would also got them while sleeping and waking up, but not so intensely. Last few days I've felt quite flatlined- not particular interest in sex and no hard ons. Quite smooth sailing, and honestly quite a relief, since i am focusing a lot in other things and interests, which is awesome. I do have a faint concern that arousal might not come back, but logic tells me i don't have to worry about that, and arousal will come back with a vengeance when i least expect it.

Congrats again rebooter!  you're on your way to the life you've dreamed of.
 

RedClef88

Member
Hey Rebooter84,
I just wanted to throw a comment of support your way. Good job on the 15 days.
What are some things you've been doing to help stay away from porn?
One Day at a Time!
 
I have added 5 more days to my 15 day counter and i hope to increase it similarly
Thanks Neon tiger, my story is similar in that after 15 days i really feel my ballsack full of cum and my feelings are similar in a way that i also want relief so bad. Really, thanks for the describing your journey so vividly, i am sure i will check this post many times in coming future.
@RedClef88: Thanks for the support. Well i started with no masturbation policy even though i watched some porn. i failed after 6 days, started again failed in 3 days. For last 15 days, i tried to keep my hands off my penis. I don't fight the urge to watch porn, if i really want to watch porn very bad, i start watching it but close it 2-3 minutes into watching it (as soon as i start getting erection) and i keep a strict no touching the penis policy at these times. All that and i kept my goal small so that i really feels more achievable after every passing day.
 
adding another 7 days to the target
i have noticed taht i dont get any nasty hardon's anymore. it scares me a lot these days, i get only minor erections.
whatever i think of the erection is only so much never enuf
 
Ah! i gave in after 26 days 16 hours.
Weirdly i had a slight pain in my ballsack as i came. Not feeling good as well! feeling disappointed
 
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