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firstly I put link
Comparing this moment in my life when i was writing that post to now, nothing in my mind changed, I think I m even lost more. I removed porn and masturbation from my life, but I still think about girls like about sex object. when I look at girls, I think if I would like to sleep with them or not, how I would like take them. I think it's connected with my cynical beliefs and how I think, I was never so outgoing/emotional person and porn and playing poker decreases emotions to 0. In my post which I link, I was dating with 3 girls in the same time, I was giving to my brain lots of time with real girls, I saw many positive result, like more frequently morning wood, waking up in awesome mod, that touching, kissing make me randomly hard, I was more open person and I was more emotional one. I started discover some feelings which I've never experienced before. Second aspect, which has huge impact on my brain was challenge. I was crushing my mental barriers which was approaching girls on street during the day, I was scared of doing this, my hands was shaking, but when I did this, I was like after cocaine, lots of dopamine, I feeling pure happiness. I feeling more respect for myself. It showed me that nothing is impossible and I can break any mind limitation. This action socialize me in so quickly way. Right now, I'm dating with one girl and don't want to cheat her, but we both working and living separately so it's difficult to spend lots time, so my brain gets less impulses. If I wouldn't have any other way to be cured, I would back to approaching girls and dating with multiple ones, cause I'm freaking out I don't know what to do, I feel like I 'm going to wrong direction and my goal became impossible to achieve. I feel like shit. I wanna go to doctor, which help me understand how should look normal sex, give me some advices how to invite more emotions to my life. And here is question which type of doctor can help with changing my mentality and help me change my view on sex which is full of rubbish taken from porn addiction? Psychologist, psychiatric, sexuologist or other specialisation?
firstly I put link
Comparing this moment in my life when i was writing that post to now, nothing in my mind changed, I think I m even lost more. I removed porn and masturbation from my life, but I still think about girls like about sex object. when I look at girls, I think if I would like to sleep with them or not, how I would like take them. I think it's connected with my cynical beliefs and how I think, I was never so outgoing/emotional person and porn and playing poker decreases emotions to 0. In my post which I link, I was dating with 3 girls in the same time, I was giving to my brain lots of time with real girls, I saw many positive result, like more frequently morning wood, waking up in awesome mod, that touching, kissing make me randomly hard, I was more open person and I was more emotional one. I started discover some feelings which I've never experienced before. Second aspect, which has huge impact on my brain was challenge. I was crushing my mental barriers which was approaching girls on street during the day, I was scared of doing this, my hands was shaking, but when I did this, I was like after cocaine, lots of dopamine, I feeling pure happiness. I feeling more respect for myself. It showed me that nothing is impossible and I can break any mind limitation. This action socialize me in so quickly way. Right now, I'm dating with one girl and don't want to cheat her, but we both working and living separately so it's difficult to spend lots time, so my brain gets less impulses. If I wouldn't have any other way to be cured, I would back to approaching girls and dating with multiple ones, cause I'm freaking out I don't know what to do, I feel like I 'm going to wrong direction and my goal became impossible to achieve. I feel like shit. I wanna go to doctor, which help me understand how should look normal sex, give me some advices how to invite more emotions to my life. And here is question which type of doctor can help with changing my mentality and help me change my view on sex which is full of rubbish taken from porn addiction? Psychologist, psychiatric, sexuologist or other specialisation?