Day 1: Hi everyone, thanks for taking the time to read this. Here goes my journal.
I was introduced to porn when I was 10, and started MO around the time same. I would MO every night. I’d watch P often but I don’t think every day. I had some intense sexual fantasies since I was 8 around girls being mean to me and so the more I watched P the more I leaned towards femdom content. This gradually got worse as I got older and now the only thing that arouses me is femdom content so extreme that I feel ashamed talking about it. I’ve had PIED for around 7 years now and I’m miserable because of it. It’s gets worse every year and now it feels like I’ve lost all feeling.
I need to quit PMO and take my life back. I’ll post here when I’m triggered
I was introduced to porn when I was 10, and started MO around the time same. I would MO every night. I’d watch P often but I don’t think every day. I had some intense sexual fantasies since I was 8 around girls being mean to me and so the more I watched P the more I leaned towards femdom content. This gradually got worse as I got older and now the only thing that arouses me is femdom content so extreme that I feel ashamed talking about it. I’ve had PIED for around 7 years now and I’m miserable because of it. It’s gets worse every year and now it feels like I’ve lost all feeling.
I need to quit PMO and take my life back. I’ll post here when I’m triggered