Just writing a quick update on my recover so far as this seems to help me a lot.
After several attempts at going porn free I have finally been able to put my mind to it (so far). Several attempts over the past year to quit only lasted that of a couple of days. As I am writing this I can proudly say that I am currently 3 weeks without any PMO and I can already begin to see improvement.
Yesterday I went on a Christmas trip with my boyfriend, during the evening he began to talk sexual to me and all of a sudden I could feel the excitement going on below the belt. Thinking back just a month or two I know this wouldn’t of had any effect at all.
Once we arrived home I was able to woo him so much he said that it was the best sex of his life!! Being in a same sex relationship there is obviously some preparation time on his behalf before we do the dirty. Before being porn free I found this would be the trigger to my erectile dysfunction as I knew that I would have to perform and the embarrassment that might lie ahead if I couldn’t.
Last night however I’m glad to say that there was no such thing and I felt like the anxiety of it all had all but disappeared.
Onwards and upwards from here. If you are reading this I have only one tip for you. Never give up! You can try and fail all you want but don’t give in to the curse of porn
After several attempts at going porn free I have finally been able to put my mind to it (so far). Several attempts over the past year to quit only lasted that of a couple of days. As I am writing this I can proudly say that I am currently 3 weeks without any PMO and I can already begin to see improvement.
Yesterday I went on a Christmas trip with my boyfriend, during the evening he began to talk sexual to me and all of a sudden I could feel the excitement going on below the belt. Thinking back just a month or two I know this wouldn’t of had any effect at all.
Once we arrived home I was able to woo him so much he said that it was the best sex of his life!! Being in a same sex relationship there is obviously some preparation time on his behalf before we do the dirty. Before being porn free I found this would be the trigger to my erectile dysfunction as I knew that I would have to perform and the embarrassment that might lie ahead if I couldn’t.
Last night however I’m glad to say that there was no such thing and I felt like the anxiety of it all had all but disappeared.
Onwards and upwards from here. If you are reading this I have only one tip for you. Never give up! You can try and fail all you want but don’t give in to the curse of porn