Hi everyone, I'm 23 years old and from The Netherlands so I hope my English is good enough for everyone to understand.
So here is my story.
I watched porn and masturbated on a daily basis since my 14 till last sunday (9 nov 2014). I never thought porn would damage your brain so much! Since my 14 i had 4 girlfriends. With girl nr 1-3 I had no problems with getting an erection and making love but with my last girlfriend ( 2 years ago) I had much more difficulties to get it hard but it still worked if i pushed myself hard and take a lot of time.
I didn't think anything off it so i didn't look for information or even thought i had a problem. But last tuesday everything changed. 2 days earlier on sunday i last masturbated. I did this becouse the tuesday I had a sexdate with a very beautiful girl At that point I never heard about reboot nation or anything associated with porn and ED. I met her 2 weeks earlier on a birthday party and we decided to be fuckbuddy's (hot, i thought at that time)
Well that tuesday had to become a very good day, but it went horrible. I'm not a nervous person, so it wasn't anxiety becouse i feel confident about my skills and body. I went to her place and after talking and drinking some coke we slowly started kissing etc and we went to her bedroom. She started stripping and grinding etc but I didn't get excited. At that moment I knew I wouldn't get hard that day. after 30 min of trying and pleasuring her, I decided to throw the towel. I never felt so bad and unmanly. I not yet talked to her till this day.
So when I came home that night I immidiatly googled to find out what my problem was, then I first read about porn that screws with your brain so you can't get an errection only with porn. When I read about the consequences of masturbating on porn I learned that, that was my problem. I was also very tired for a long time, no motivation, not felt much about picking up women etc etc.
My goal is that I can make love to women without having problems with my penis. I just want an erection when we are at foreplay and normal sex, not to have watch porn to look how a girl get gangbanged by 10 guys. Also I want more motivation en focus in my life. I already not masturbated for 5 days. those 5 days i felt empty, like a zombie with no energy at all. I hope this will get better soon.
I want to thank everyone for reading and commenting, I can use all the support ofcourse. Once again, sorry if my English not that good.
So here is my story.
I watched porn and masturbated on a daily basis since my 14 till last sunday (9 nov 2014). I never thought porn would damage your brain so much! Since my 14 i had 4 girlfriends. With girl nr 1-3 I had no problems with getting an erection and making love but with my last girlfriend ( 2 years ago) I had much more difficulties to get it hard but it still worked if i pushed myself hard and take a lot of time.
I didn't think anything off it so i didn't look for information or even thought i had a problem. But last tuesday everything changed. 2 days earlier on sunday i last masturbated. I did this becouse the tuesday I had a sexdate with a very beautiful girl At that point I never heard about reboot nation or anything associated with porn and ED. I met her 2 weeks earlier on a birthday party and we decided to be fuckbuddy's (hot, i thought at that time)
Well that tuesday had to become a very good day, but it went horrible. I'm not a nervous person, so it wasn't anxiety becouse i feel confident about my skills and body. I went to her place and after talking and drinking some coke we slowly started kissing etc and we went to her bedroom. She started stripping and grinding etc but I didn't get excited. At that moment I knew I wouldn't get hard that day. after 30 min of trying and pleasuring her, I decided to throw the towel. I never felt so bad and unmanly. I not yet talked to her till this day.
So when I came home that night I immidiatly googled to find out what my problem was, then I first read about porn that screws with your brain so you can't get an errection only with porn. When I read about the consequences of masturbating on porn I learned that, that was my problem. I was also very tired for a long time, no motivation, not felt much about picking up women etc etc.
My goal is that I can make love to women without having problems with my penis. I just want an erection when we are at foreplay and normal sex, not to have watch porn to look how a girl get gangbanged by 10 guys. Also I want more motivation en focus in my life. I already not masturbated for 5 days. those 5 days i felt empty, like a zombie with no energy at all. I hope this will get better soon.
I want to thank everyone for reading and commenting, I can use all the support ofcourse. Once again, sorry if my English not that good.
