lifeDrawer
New Member
Hello everyone, im a 22 yo whos been struggling with porn as well, have tried many stuff, but failing to the same mistakes like having nothing to do, witch is something that im trying to avoid as much as i can, also i have a previous history of generalizes anxiety disorder, so that really contributed, and i've been dealing with it as well and have been goi to therapy. i've been consumind porn since 15, but only realized the damage of it when i was 18, since then i found noFap, didnt know about problem with anxiety back then, now i kinda feel i have the option, but i feel the problem is my mindset, not really my past which is something i've been digging quite a lot in therapy. the worst damages i realized i've had were the lack of interest in real women and objectification of the same, also not being able to get to an orgasm whenever i engage sexually with someone, but one the worsts i would say is not being able to deal with what the future in life has to offer to me, im in a computer science bachelors but i dont know if thats the real thing for me, cuz i've been too much attached to the idea that the thing for us is what mostly gives us pleasure, and i think thats what has been taking life out of me, i want to fix it, thx everyone who reada this
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