Hi guys.
I've been watching P since 10y/o, for more than 10 years. I have been rebooting for 6 months and although I've made some good progress, I relapsed quite badly yesterday.
I began to act automatically, it felt like watching a movie where I would just act without really realizing it.
I knew that I was relapsing and that somehow that was bad, but I just was acting on automatic, no thinking and no control in the middle.
I wanted to ask you if you've had similar experiencies, and what I can do to deal with it and fix it.
Thank you!
I've been watching P since 10y/o, for more than 10 years. I have been rebooting for 6 months and although I've made some good progress, I relapsed quite badly yesterday.
I began to act automatically, it felt like watching a movie where I would just act without really realizing it.
I knew that I was relapsing and that somehow that was bad, but I just was acting on automatic, no thinking and no control in the middle.
I wanted to ask you if you've had similar experiencies, and what I can do to deal with it and fix it.
Thank you!