Ready to Quit

[Zeile]

Day 17 - not a lot to say, but all good!

 

[Dangermouse]

Hey @Zeile, stay strong, you can do this, there are lot of people rooting for you and here to support it what way possible.

 

[Zeile]

I was researching withdrawals yesterday. Only had a couple cravings but I will stay aware of hitting low points or flatlining. I can be a super lazy pile of crap on the weekeends.

 

[Zeile]

Hey @Zeile, stay strong, you can do this, there are lot of people rooting for you and here to support it what way possible.

Thanks DM. I appreciate the support. It really helps to know I’m not alone. I don’t think it’s 100% clicked yet, but I feel close to shutting the door. One moment at a time though.

 

[GBS]

@Zeile - mate, you are not alone. I won’t give you my sob story but not only are there some good people on here trying to change themselves but there are thousands on this planet who are also trying or need to try.

You’re doing great. Stay true to your new values. We have got your back.

 

[Zeile]

Hey - it’s 9:40 in the PM and this is the first time that my porn addiction even crossed my mind. Wasn’t a craving, just a “oh shit, I didn’t check in today.” I’m glad I failed on my previous quit, because I know I can’t take that for granted. I will be tested.

 

[Zeile]

Hey - it’s 9:40 in the PM and this is the first time that my porn addiction even crossed my mind. Wasn’t a craving, just a “oh shit, I didn’t check in today.” I’m glad I failed on my previous quit, because I know I can’t take that for granted. I will be tested.

Wait…I’m not glad I failed on my previous attempt. Well, I guess I’m glad I at least tried and failed rather than coming into this quit for my first time. I think I was a bit cocky last time due to my success with quitting chewing tobacco using an online forum like this. Funny though, I made it over 100 days on that site and caved only to come back harder a year later. I’m almost 16 years clean on the nicotine front. So, yeah, maybe I am glad I failed on my first time here. No use crying over spilled semen.

 

[Zeile]

Day 20. Pretty worn down today. Had some trouble sleeping last night. No desire to lazily look at the female figure.