I wanted to post this in my journal as a part of "Day 55", but I don't think this can wait.
Over the last week or so, I've felt huge urges to M/have sex. However, I don't want to do this to porn. I want to fantasise about past real life experiences or have fantasies about real girls that don't involve any porn scenes or even twist scenes where I could have got laid but didn't take the opportunity into fantasy that didn't involve anything porn related. In the mornings, I would spend a while thinking about such events, or whenever I'm in bed really, and get hard for a while, maybe an hour sometimes. I'm assuming that this is quite a normal feeling at this stage, but is it bad for my reboot?
When I see girls I'm attracted to, I check them out, particularly their rear ends and I feel a drive to chase after them. Even when my ex dumped me 2 months ago, I didn't exactly binge on porn like I thought I would. I mostly M'd over having sex with her/previous exs/what I described above.
I don't know what to think/do, does anyone have any suggestions?
Over the last week or so, I've felt huge urges to M/have sex. However, I don't want to do this to porn. I want to fantasise about past real life experiences or have fantasies about real girls that don't involve any porn scenes or even twist scenes where I could have got laid but didn't take the opportunity into fantasy that didn't involve anything porn related. In the mornings, I would spend a while thinking about such events, or whenever I'm in bed really, and get hard for a while, maybe an hour sometimes. I'm assuming that this is quite a normal feeling at this stage, but is it bad for my reboot?
When I see girls I'm attracted to, I check them out, particularly their rear ends and I feel a drive to chase after them. Even when my ex dumped me 2 months ago, I didn't exactly binge on porn like I thought I would. I mostly M'd over having sex with her/previous exs/what I described above.
I don't know what to think/do, does anyone have any suggestions?