miomio
Active Member
Hey guys!
I hope that this post will motivate anyone struggling with pmo and who is currently involved in the reboot.
At the moment I am undergoing my second reboot attempt and have passed my first round by five days now. Truthfully, I must admit that the last 1,5 weeks have been a major struggle. On one hand I noticed that I was falling back into old patterns like trying to find excuses why watching porn would be okay, but then again I realized that my perspective on it has changed. Before, opening porn sequences and masturbating to them was my daily routine. When I was confronted with porn last week, I realized that I am at the point where I can control my actions and stop this nonsense, so I did. Some p, but no m and no o
It was a minor bump in the road, but more importantly, a sign that I am making progress.
Then, two days ago, I was travelling with some friends and met this girl from Russia. We kicked it off immediately on the dancefloor, had a great time and eventually I came to find out that my ED was no longer an issue for me!!! Yes, there was alcohol involved, but in the last couple of years I have always thought that alcohol would be the main cause for my inability to get it up. I feel positive that this reboot is already having a huge impact on my development!
Lastly, it is 02:49 a.m. in Germany right now and normally, I would be in the depths of a deep slumber, but what happened an hour ago, just blew my mind. I had problems sleeping, because I am currently dealing with some problems in my family and I feel like I am just in the process of getting sick. (Hearing the Russian chick cough made me somewhat anxious- well, lesson learned!) In any case, I feel asleep shortly and had an overly realistic erotic dream resulting in a massive pulsating orgasm, like I've never felt before. When i woke up again, I realized that I had my first wet dream! This may come strange to some of you, but I have always been curious, if my early heavy porn use was the reason that I never had one. More importantly, I wonder if this is another big step in overcoming this addiction. When I was approximately 18 or 19, I stopped worrying about it. Now at age 26, I am completely mesmerized by what just happend and which experiences may lie ahead of me!
Stay strong everyone, we're all in this together ;D
I hope that this post will motivate anyone struggling with pmo and who is currently involved in the reboot.
At the moment I am undergoing my second reboot attempt and have passed my first round by five days now. Truthfully, I must admit that the last 1,5 weeks have been a major struggle. On one hand I noticed that I was falling back into old patterns like trying to find excuses why watching porn would be okay, but then again I realized that my perspective on it has changed. Before, opening porn sequences and masturbating to them was my daily routine. When I was confronted with porn last week, I realized that I am at the point where I can control my actions and stop this nonsense, so I did. Some p, but no m and no o
It was a minor bump in the road, but more importantly, a sign that I am making progress.Then, two days ago, I was travelling with some friends and met this girl from Russia. We kicked it off immediately on the dancefloor, had a great time and eventually I came to find out that my ED was no longer an issue for me!!! Yes, there was alcohol involved, but in the last couple of years I have always thought that alcohol would be the main cause for my inability to get it up. I feel positive that this reboot is already having a huge impact on my development!
Lastly, it is 02:49 a.m. in Germany right now and normally, I would be in the depths of a deep slumber, but what happened an hour ago, just blew my mind. I had problems sleeping, because I am currently dealing with some problems in my family and I feel like I am just in the process of getting sick. (Hearing the Russian chick cough made me somewhat anxious- well, lesson learned!) In any case, I feel asleep shortly and had an overly realistic erotic dream resulting in a massive pulsating orgasm, like I've never felt before. When i woke up again, I realized that I had my first wet dream! This may come strange to some of you, but I have always been curious, if my early heavy porn use was the reason that I never had one. More importantly, I wonder if this is another big step in overcoming this addiction. When I was approximately 18 or 19, I stopped worrying about it. Now at age 26, I am completely mesmerized by what just happend and which experiences may lie ahead of me!
Stay strong everyone, we're all in this together ;D
