HeRe PleaSe.. i neeD yoUr thOughtS !!

[a_lovly_boy143]

I started a journal before but relapsed after 73 days and then a month un between of continuous fapping.. At this time am very dissapointed bcz i visited a prostitute the night before yesterday. And could?nt perform.. This was the third time i visited to a prostituted but not got a little erection... But i have a boy with which i do sex i think once a week and get an erection easily and i can also get erection with porn but still that erection does not last long if i continuously watch porn. So is this porn induced ed? i can also get a very mild erection after struggling 3-4 minutes with my hand and that goes down immedietly. So am i a homo-sexual? if so i hate to be. This is stupid Question but can i convert my self from homo sexual to straight sexual?? If so how??? plz i need answer to this Question and from the dissapointment i got from failed sex with the last prostitute i have thought to go through no PMO  may be it will help me in my case..  this is day 2 and am still dissapointed that why i could not get an erection with pristtute. One thing more that the prostitute puts pressure on me to be hurry  .is this is the reason of my failure . Please i have so much Questions popping up in my mind . Plz reply me fast as u can i this journal and the advises will be appreciated    am waiting BTW its day 2 !!

Much love !

AQiB

 

[persian29]

where are u from

 

[Username]

where are u from

Doesn't really matter, does it? We can all take guesses here, but in the end it's about the problem.

So am i a homo-sexual? if so i hate to be. This is stupid Question but can i convert my self from homo sexual to straight sexual?? If so how???

Sexuality is quite a complicated topic. And not everything can be categorized. But, when you look at your personal story, what do you think?
And no, you cannot convert your sexual preferences and twist them deliberately by 180 degrees. That's just not how it works. I'd say most people would agree with me that you develop your sexuality during childhood and puberty and stick with it. Even though there are people who notice a change in their preferences at some point, this is probably a minority we're talking about.

 

[datkid93]

Damn man seems like I can relate I'm currently in similar situation due to bad porn escalation. Person ally I'm hoping it can change bc i wasn't born this way but shaped through it by porn abuse not knowing what I was doing. Like most people say if you were gay you know. For me i knew I was straight my porn usage got out of control and I went places I never wish I went now..so I think it's more of how porn negatively affeted my brain. I do remember having a libido for girls the more porn I watched I didn't realize it was fading away. When I qu it porn it was there but extremely faint it then dissappeared and this stuff rewired my brain..just hoping I can get back to where I was bc i like u don't want to be here..