Hellow everyone
I know you have red a lot of stories about srugling with porn, but my belive that particepation and sharing my experiance with you guys would help.
I am 22 year old and i am writing my story now after experiancing the lowest point of my life, yes that because of porn. My first exosure to porn when i was 16 , but the strugle with porn addiction started 4 years back. Today i have relapsed after a long jurny of quitting and relapsing from PMO. The logest duration of no PMO WAS 70 days (it was really the best days of my life ever) but then i have many relapses.
My scor in college was very high but then i start deteriorating contenously.
Today i decided to write about the worst point i have ever had. Acually it is hard to tell but i am going to do it.
After a lot of hard core pornography all these years and a lot of incestuous material, now i am seeing my relatives as trigger for watching porn. I did not imagen that i would reach this poit some day!!!
I want to put end for this shit. My brain starts to shift from normal desire to wrong way. I am writing this article to show people how much porn is destructive.
I have decided to start my jurny with you guys here, and sharing my daily recovery.
My story is very long and i will try to write about it in future.
Sorry for bad english. But hope i can help my self by this step and inspire at least someone to defeat porn.
In later days i will share what tips had helped me in past days and now to quit porn to make this article not only a story but a tool for recovery.
Thank you all
I know you have red a lot of stories about srugling with porn, but my belive that particepation and sharing my experiance with you guys would help.
I am 22 year old and i am writing my story now after experiancing the lowest point of my life, yes that because of porn. My first exosure to porn when i was 16 , but the strugle with porn addiction started 4 years back. Today i have relapsed after a long jurny of quitting and relapsing from PMO. The logest duration of no PMO WAS 70 days (it was really the best days of my life ever) but then i have many relapses.
My scor in college was very high but then i start deteriorating contenously.
Today i decided to write about the worst point i have ever had. Acually it is hard to tell but i am going to do it.
After a lot of hard core pornography all these years and a lot of incestuous material, now i am seeing my relatives as trigger for watching porn. I did not imagen that i would reach this poit some day!!!
I want to put end for this shit. My brain starts to shift from normal desire to wrong way. I am writing this article to show people how much porn is destructive.
I have decided to start my jurny with you guys here, and sharing my daily recovery.
My story is very long and i will try to write about it in future.
Sorry for bad english. But hope i can help my self by this step and inspire at least someone to defeat porn.
In later days i will share what tips had helped me in past days and now to quit porn to make this article not only a story but a tool for recovery.
Thank you all