Orion112
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Im not too sure what to say. I believe my libido has returned and I went to see my girlfriend a few days ago and although we didn't have sex, I did have an erection. I couldn't tell the extent of it because she was on my lap and we were just cuddling. Ive been having crazy urges all day but I don't want to watch porn at all. For some reason my brain keeps thinking "I need to find a chick, I need to find a chick". Ive been pacing all day wondering how I can fit a quickie into my girlfs schedule today. Good sign? Maybe. Im used to just getting one off and being done with it. Not this time. This morning I had what some might call a "wet dream" but I forced myself to wake up. I had this insane feeling like there was some girl really between my legs. Pressure and everything. It was scary real. I think its a good sign. 
Up until now ive been confused about the actual definition of porn. Usually during (M) I would fantasize about women I actually met. Even during (P) I was imagining sex with real women. Nothing graphic nor horrific. Im not to sure I have a porn addiction although something struck me that caused my ED. Any comments.
Up until now ive been confused about the actual definition of porn. Usually during (M) I would fantasize about women I actually met. Even during (P) I was imagining sex with real women. Nothing graphic nor horrific. Im not to sure I have a porn addiction although something struck me that caused my ED. Any comments.