Hi guys my name is Xavier. I'm 20 from georgia I have an addiction to virtual porn stimulated sex(brain) and because of this I now suffer from delayed ejaculation/Porn induced erectile dysfunction. As your norm teenage who eventually seeks out things such as porn and female/male anatomy whichever he or she prefer. We start to adventure. For me mines started at 12. Since then I've made a life long oath IDE jerk off to porn. For nearly 8 years now I've been jerking off to porn.
At 17 I met a beautiful girl who I thought could've been the most attractive girl I've seen in person. (Avoids detail to avoid temptation) long story short we had a sexual encounter in which I was able to perform for atleast 2 hours. I'm sure I could gone for more. The problem is I never ejaculated. She did multiple times and that's why we adventured so long. For quiet a while I've contemplated on the fact of me having anxiety issues.
After 17 I've gotten more involved with sports I spent less time playing video games. I spent more time in the gym I became I bit of a hunk. More attractive to woman. And with this being said I attracted more woman. Here I am 20 years of age at my physical peek and found myself sleeping with multiple woman on so many different occasions. Problem is I never came not once. I could get myself off on my own to porn so this problem wasn't medical or physical. My problem was mental and still is. I have PIED AND DE!!! No matter what a girl try nothing she does can get me off. So I sought out help I found a young guy name game fairly handsome fairly young just like myself. He had the exact same problem as me.
This addiction is far worse than I could imagine. Not only can I feel true love from another human being of the opposite sex but I feel like a emotionless soul. Today I am trying the 90 day challenge in fact I am trying to intertwine this with my new lifestyle of being pervert free. After watching the video of GABE (fapstronaunt) I finally see that not only does this challenge have the potential to fix my manly problem but also this May be able to fix me mentally. No matter how nice my arms and chest looked no matter how attractive I felt how many dumbells I curled. All of these workout performances where only a act to cover up the fact that I'm depressed I have anxiety problems I feel ugly often my willpower isn't great I was simply motivated to suppress how I truly felt.
I want change and I'm starting this change today!!! I simply come here because I'm no longer afraid to feel weak or to be an addict of something so embarrassing. I need the motivation of guys who understand me who has and still is experiencing these feelings you are not alone. Stay motivated stay above and stay fap free. I believe the rewards for this will be endless lets do this together!!! I will keep you all posted on my progress.
At 17 I met a beautiful girl who I thought could've been the most attractive girl I've seen in person. (Avoids detail to avoid temptation) long story short we had a sexual encounter in which I was able to perform for atleast 2 hours. I'm sure I could gone for more. The problem is I never ejaculated. She did multiple times and that's why we adventured so long. For quiet a while I've contemplated on the fact of me having anxiety issues.
After 17 I've gotten more involved with sports I spent less time playing video games. I spent more time in the gym I became I bit of a hunk. More attractive to woman. And with this being said I attracted more woman. Here I am 20 years of age at my physical peek and found myself sleeping with multiple woman on so many different occasions. Problem is I never came not once. I could get myself off on my own to porn so this problem wasn't medical or physical. My problem was mental and still is. I have PIED AND DE!!! No matter what a girl try nothing she does can get me off. So I sought out help I found a young guy name game fairly handsome fairly young just like myself. He had the exact same problem as me.
This addiction is far worse than I could imagine. Not only can I feel true love from another human being of the opposite sex but I feel like a emotionless soul. Today I am trying the 90 day challenge in fact I am trying to intertwine this with my new lifestyle of being pervert free. After watching the video of GABE (fapstronaunt) I finally see that not only does this challenge have the potential to fix my manly problem but also this May be able to fix me mentally. No matter how nice my arms and chest looked no matter how attractive I felt how many dumbells I curled. All of these workout performances where only a act to cover up the fact that I'm depressed I have anxiety problems I feel ugly often my willpower isn't great I was simply motivated to suppress how I truly felt.
I want change and I'm starting this change today!!! I simply come here because I'm no longer afraid to feel weak or to be an addict of something so embarrassing. I need the motivation of guys who understand me who has and still is experiencing these feelings you are not alone. Stay motivated stay above and stay fap free. I believe the rewards for this will be endless lets do this together!!! I will keep you all posted on my progress.
