Relapsed... but how much?

Stevew

Well-Known Member
Ok so i no PMO'ed for a good 60 days. Then i was depressed due to stuff in my life etc... i haven't watch like sex porn just more sexy women in pants and cleavage etc, odd twerking video. PMOed twice in last week. I use to watch really disgusting porn of which i still have no desire to watch. I do seem to have the odd random erection but not the same as before when i didnt relapse. I still get morning wood. I can quite easily masturbate to porn maybe self thought. Thing is all i do is shake the bottom of my penis, recently circumcised i don't really feel like rubbing my shaft and head etc.
Am i literally back to square 1?
I'm watch sexual content thats not like girls getting fucked of which is what i used to do. It's still bad i know. What do you think? Maybe i'm back like a month or something?

Thanks for the support
Steve
 
Just know that you definitely haven't lost everything. Worry less about the number of days and more about letting your brain heal. I've been trying to speed up the process by not looking at anything sexual, or think about anything sexual. Cold showers and exercise help keep down urges to do so. Maybe you should try this!
 

Fappy

Respected Member
Since you arent actually looking at anything overtly sexual id say youre definately on the mend! But on the other hand, since you still get aroused at such normal images might suggest you still pornify women.
But definately a good sign mate!
 
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