Edged today, slip up

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Disappointed today after having a great holiday and no pmo for a about 2.5 weeks.  I can feel the heeling but it is exceptioanlly slow.  I didnt orgasm but edged to porn for about an hour.  Is this a setback.  It's been 3x in 2 months.  I really thought this was the time I never looked back  Good news is I didn't take it too far.  I guess I will keep my counter in tact and move on.  Any advice?
 

Fappy

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Just edging in 2.5 weeks? Thats a pretty damn good reach mate! One tiny slip like that shouldnt ruin that great effort. Get up and keep going forward.
Were you able to recognize any triggers that caused you to look at porn this time? Taking note of the triggers might help prevent a similar slip
 
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Thanks for the encouragement.  I guess I felt the battle coming with a lot on my plate with holidays, finances, etc.  I was home alone, tried napping because the holiday weekend was exhausting.  I simply chose to not go to the gym where I have been making healthier choices  I actually mentally said to myself I have to learn to be home alone and not look which for most of the month I can accomplish.  This time I am trying not to be as hard on myself and I am hoping that hangover feeling wont hit since I recognized a pattern and listened to my body saying to stop and get back outside and run a few more errands.  Now I am just ealing with some aching testicles and what I would describe as neurological shrinkage?  weird stuff but part of the reboot.
Happy New Year and thanks for the encouragement again!
 
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PMO'd 3x in last 2 months, again better bur not gone.  I don't use a counter because I have my own spreadsheet.
 
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