make new life out of porn

[lucido]

I am having porn since 8th grade middle school, that time my friend introduced porn and masturbation and i hooked since than, i always watching porn masturbation 2 times a week minimum from 14- 23 year old now, i ever try to stop once but i failed after 1 week. i got depressed, angry, and anxious with no reason. my ejaculation faster and faster when i get older, i ever try sex once but i came out just when my penis touch my girlfriend vagina, and i never see her again now. this is so depressing
i never know that porn are my problem, I try many thing even desensitizing my penis using drug, but it's the same result, i came out after 30 sec max. i am afraid i cant make women get into her orgasm, i have very low self esteem. n now i try to stop porn. its hard because whenever i get depressed, angry or even boring i masturbate, i feel insecure around women afraid that they know i am not fully a man

 

[lucido]

fuck, today i watch porn again, too much caffeine and i cant sleep, my mind keep wondering to sex n i cant get enough so i decided to watch porn. now my mind cant see clear again. should i masturbate to become free. i need something to change this phase of mind. anyone have any idea what thing do u use when u starving for porn?

 

[readytobefree]

Hey lucido, you made the right choice to quit man. Acknowledgment that porn is an issue is a great first step! The new year is fresh so you can use this opportunity to get going. You can do it!

 

[swift]

Take a cold shower daily in the morning or do some push up to stop the cravings cold shower also helps boost testostorone and help with the mood or take one 1hr to 30mins before you goto sleep an you will K.O    I understand nervousness  social awkwardness around females and it sucks  not being able to connect with them it's all porn doing I'm in the same boat just try to stay busy and stay strong bro

 

[Fappy]

What are your triggers? Can you recognize them as such? They can come from any angle, from above, the sides and burrowing up from the bottom, like a worm .

 

[lucido]

thanks, i will try the cold shower now, sometime the bed are my arc enemy, when i couldn't go to sleep my brain always imagining something like porn, and now i feel like stressed because of the test i going to take, and the porn come out when i am going to sleep or when i stressed because of the study. shit

but this forum make me think again whenever i gonna see porn and faping, i should make my mind keep busy all the time

 

[Fappy]

Yes keep the mind focused on more important things. You know the old phrase:
Idol hands are the devils fap things

Mr. Fap