The journey begins

en123

New Member
My story is no diferent than the others, maybe we all have different reasons that have brought us here and Im glad to be here, because porn addiction for me has been the hardest thing Ive been struggling with for the past couple of years and I want to prove to myself that I can do it I can become a person of value.

I remeber a long time ago, about the time I started trying to overcome pornography, that I saw a video about it, and the person who was talking in the video said that we need to humble and realize we cannot do this on our own, we need people to talk to, and that is 100% true, that is why I am here and probably why you are here, we cannot isolate from the rest, we need to talk to people and socialize, well that is why i have decided to begin my journal, along the way of my journey my intention is not only to quit watchin pornography but to experience a journey of self discovery and become a better person.

Good luck to everyone who is here and follows its own path to achieve whatever goal you have set.
 

Innocence

Active Member
Hey bud!

Welcome to the community, I'm glad to see you've decided to join us.
I hope you'll feel at ease here and feel free to vent away on this journal.

Stay strong!
 

en123

New Member
Thanks for the motivation Innocence...i am currently on day three...been very busy with college wich im glad because o havent even gotten time.to think about porn...this morning i had a sex dream....the image is still vivid in my head but so far i have managed to control.my urges.
 

en123

New Member
I haven't kept count how many times i have looked in the mirror, shouting and punching the wall, saying this is your last time never again, but after four days I fall again, so many times that every time i swear i won't do it again i just don't believe it, I want to live a live without porn, it doesn't matter if I am alone, if i am stressed if I have a bad day, THERE IS NO EXCUSSES THIS TIME I WILL PROVE TO MYSELF I CAN DO IT, everyone can, we are all here to motivate us, now my number one priority is this.
 
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