5iiqCam
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Hey everyone. I'm very new to this forum. This is my first post. So here's my story.
At the beginning of last year, I was pretty promiscuous. Super high libido and I just wanted to screw everyone. That's what I did from Jan-Sep. I also used porn. I would fap to porn 3x in an hour, then wake up the next morning and pound the crap out of whoever I was feeling that day. Normal sex, normal erection, normal orgasm. Everything was fine.
October comes and I meet someone on Instagram. In my mind I'm thinking "Sweet! Another friend with benefits". Relationships were not my thing. We meet at a club, talked for a couple weeks and I started to gain feelings, something I haven't done in a very long time. After a while, we start having sex, which was a little awkward. Suddenly my erections aren't stiff, and don't last long...I'm like WTF!! I'm awesome in bed with strangers, why does this happen with someone I actually like?! We attempted sex one last time and it was a disaster, sex really needed to happen and it just didn't. It was very frustrating and it hurt both our self-esteem. I started to think it was performance anxiety...but I'm actually not sure.
So anyway, we recently broke up and are "friends". I figure a "reboot" wouldn't hurt while I'm newly single. I'm giving myself till my next birthday with no PMO. I hope the reboot works because I really care about and love this one...hopefully it'll send them back to me <3 (Oh how the mighty have fallen)
At the beginning of last year, I was pretty promiscuous. Super high libido and I just wanted to screw everyone. That's what I did from Jan-Sep. I also used porn. I would fap to porn 3x in an hour, then wake up the next morning and pound the crap out of whoever I was feeling that day. Normal sex, normal erection, normal orgasm. Everything was fine.
October comes and I meet someone on Instagram. In my mind I'm thinking "Sweet! Another friend with benefits". Relationships were not my thing. We meet at a club, talked for a couple weeks and I started to gain feelings, something I haven't done in a very long time. After a while, we start having sex, which was a little awkward. Suddenly my erections aren't stiff, and don't last long...I'm like WTF!! I'm awesome in bed with strangers, why does this happen with someone I actually like?! We attempted sex one last time and it was a disaster, sex really needed to happen and it just didn't. It was very frustrating and it hurt both our self-esteem. I started to think it was performance anxiety...but I'm actually not sure.
So anyway, we recently broke up and are "friends". I figure a "reboot" wouldn't hurt while I'm newly single. I'm giving myself till my next birthday with no PMO. I hope the reboot works because I really care about and love this one...hopefully it'll send them back to me <3 (Oh how the mighty have fallen)
